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- Vildana
- Age:
- 28
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- Location:
- under your bed...............
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Homophobia Is Gay
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones.
I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school.
It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised.
The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMT s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"
---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
-EMOS-
☆Are not cry babies
☆Do not always wear black
☆Can be very nice people
☆Don't always cut themselves
☆Are not always depressed
☆Can be happy too
☆Are people just like you
Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way?
Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping?
Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour.
That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills?
Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT
Stereotyping
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
-----------------------PICTURE
----------------------PERFECT...
If you believe stereotyping is wrong, PUT THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!!!
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.........|||RIP PANSY! PUT
.........|||THIS ON YOU PAGE TO
.........|||REMEMBER PANSY WHO
......../|||\WAS MURDERED BY AN MTV
......./|00|\TECHNICIAN!! ="[
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...../|||/.\|||\R.I.P PANSY!!!
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|..........| Put this on your
|..........| page if you have
|........O| ever pushed a
|..........| door that said pull.
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(='.'=) This is Bunny. Put him on your
(*)_(*) homepage and help him on his
way to WORLD DOMINATION
Support Love ♥♂♀♥♀♀♥♂♂♥
Add to your page if you believe!
Homophobia Is Gay
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones.
I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school.
It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised.
The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMT s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"
---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
-EMOS-
☆Are not cry babies
☆Do not always wear black
☆Can be very nice people
☆Don't always cut themselves
☆Are not always depressed
☆Can be happy too
☆Are people just like you
Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way?
Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping?
Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour.
That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills?
Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT
Stereotyping
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
-----------------------PICTURE
----------------------PERFECT...
If you believe stereotyping is wrong, PUT THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!!!
.......\...../
........\.../
.........\./
.........|||
.........|||RIP PANSY! PUT
.........|||THIS ON YOU PAGE TO
.........|||REMEMBER PANSY WHO
......../|||\WAS MURDERED BY AN MTV
......./|00|\TECHNICIAN!! ="[
....../||00||\
...../|||/.\|||\R.I.P PANSY!!!
..../|||/...\|||\
.../|||/.....\|||\
|..........|
|..........| Put this on your
|..........| page if you have
|........O| ever pushed a
|..........| door that said pull.
|..........|
hey whats going on with u??
did u go and see the eye with your cousins?
was nerman being a d*ck as usual when u went to his house on fri?
Say Goodbye, February 2nd, 2008 at 08:21:23pm
yup. he is perverted....haha
and hes in my class which is where im typing this right now!!!!!!
heehee..
ehh its ok!
uhhh stupid drama..
i hate drama..
theres really no point of it..
its gay!!!
hope its going okaaay!
and yea we had school today...laaame..
wait if its like icy over there then do you live like up north or something..?
i live in california!!
but what was cool was that im is that im meeting new people and im talking with them too..
i dont have alot of freinds so evrytime i talk with someone i didnt tlk with before its like a big deal for me...im lame..
XD
arly kamikaze., February 1st, 2008 at 03:08:47pm
im just at school
*~Tainted Ashes of Love Blown in the Wind~*
JoeyCyanide, February 1st, 2008 at 11:04:55am
ah dude thank god!!!!!
happy for you n brooke!!!
thats wierd..
ive had those days to that are just ttly wierd..
like today some guy i talk to (not the dude i like) asked me if ive done it before....?!?!
WTF??!!??
and i was like "duuuuuuude....."
like saying that i was distrubed by that question..
AND HE THOUGHT I SAID 2!!!
so now he thinks im not a virgin anymore...
and that i've done a chick..
0_0
and he told this oter chick i talk with that im not a virgin anymore even if its not true..
so im like "WTF!!!!!"
if he knew that i did people then he could have at least kept it a secret ..huh..?
ok.
well i hope every things good over there!!
ooh you came out to her ...? how did it go..?
and i like this dude thats been my friend for like 1 1/2 years and his name is kevin...dang he's hott... *sigh* haha..
and i don't think you talk to much..
i probably talked more than you right now!
XD
arly kamikaze., January 31st, 2008 at 06:27:58pm
im bi too lol
*~Tainted Ashes of Love Blown in the Wind~*
JoeyCyanide, January 31st, 2008 at 09:05:28am
what!!!???!!
thats crazy....they cant do that..
...are they capable of doing that ???
casue thats a little extreme..
well was the thing you guys got in trouble for that bad or something??
oh and thanks.
it really helps just talking about it..
haha..
the chicks..
theres just like one chick that i think is hot at school..
XD
well i hope nothing happens to brooke..
i will keep my fingers crossed for the both of you.
:)
arly kamikaze., January 30th, 2008 at 05:59:12pm
rainbow!!! haha
*~Tainted Ashes of Love Blown in the Wind~*
JoeyCyanide, January 30th, 2008 at 09:02:20am
funeral and wake tommorow... =[
the remembered one., January 29th, 2008 at 09:36:20pm
I was thinking about it but i decided not to because i found so many people i love.
the remembered one., January 28th, 2008 at 08:32:37pm
yup i did get really scared..
it was way freaky..haha.
oh are you okay...?
if you wanna talk go ahead.
it all good.
actually things arent going good with the dude i like either..
i sometimes get a feeling that hes just messing with me..
at first hed make it obvious..
but he hasnt anymore..
for like the past month or two he hasnt told me any sweet talk or sh*t..
so idk what he thinks..
ahhhh please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arly kamikaze., January 24th, 2008 at 03:24:26pm
ehh not much..
just bieng scared..
thats what ive done..
i saw this girls body wrapped in white yesterday..
she o.d. in the bathroom next to the library and she died..
so its been haunting my mind..
i had to sleep with my mom last night..
so thats what ive done and worrying about some dude i like..
so what have you been up too? :)
arly kamikaze., January 17th, 2008 at 06:26:05pm
well i just wanted to say bye.... so bye.
the remembered one., January 11th, 2008 at 04:29:40pm
yeah i havent spoke in a while.... I am doing good. You?
the remembered one., January 6th, 2008 at 01:52:32pm
pretty much.
the remembered one., December 19th, 2007 at 06:53:23pm
instead of our school being filed with dumb blondes, it is filled with dumb brunettes. They annoy me.
the remembered one., December 19th, 2007 at 06:03:01pm