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Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	December 21st, 2008 at 10:40am all my secrets, i've posted in my new blog. well, not really all...just some of them. gah, wth ((:
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418	December 31st, 2008 at 06:16am can i repeat my last post? =( Dear World, I’m sorry. I’m not doing what I should do in your arms. I feel like doing nothing but make things worse. It’s true. I’m sorry. I kept on thinking of these centered thoughts, and I know it affects everyone in every little way I do them. I’m sorry, but I think the past isn’t through with me yet…and I’m bringing it back. I know I shouldn’t be nostalgic with all of it, but I can’t help it. I want to feel the same pain I’ve struggled through my whole life once more…even if I know I’m hurting you. I also hurt the rest of the people who cares. I’m sorry. You care. And I’m bringing you and everyone down. I’m sorry. I’ll try to make up for it. I’ll try to forget about the past. I’ll try not to think of these stupid, painful thoughts… I’m really sorry. I’m wrong. I’ll make things right. I promise. Please forgive me. --JM
black magic woman. Salute You in Your Grave Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 4082	December 31st, 2008 at 06:37am I feel horrible this December 31... I have a really really bad cough and colds and my head is weighing me down ... How am I suppose to enjoy New Year's Eve?!
Lelouch Lamperouge Always Born a Crime Age: 28 Gender: - Posts: 5013	December 31st, 2008 at 11:27am idee fixe.: I get so tired of living, that sometimes, I just want to die. Like, right now especially.
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	January 6th, 2009 at 08:23am i had a RELLY HORRIBLE feeling a while ago. and it's a secret "/
idee fixe. Salute You in Your Grave Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 3023	January 10th, 2009 at 11:22pm ---
Lelouch Lamperouge Always Born a Crime Age: 28 Gender: - Posts: 5013	January 11th, 2009 at 07:54am broken promise.: i had a RELLY HORRIBLE feeling a while ago. and it's a secret "/
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	January 11th, 2009 at 10:22am na turn on ako nung nanood siya ng porn vid. i wish my friend left us alone. GAH WTFFFFFFFF. headshot'd
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418	January 13th, 2009 at 08:48am yes. that's exactly what i feel. it's all about: first of all, HER. she makes me cry, all the time. she doesn't even say sorry. she even said: "You're just forcing your tears to come out! You're so emo! I can see it in your eyes... you're forcing yourself. dont." well, I'm not! I was really crying because of your force of making me crash the hurt out! You're the one who cause much pain enough in my life to make me think of... i don't want to say it. Second, my crush. He walks by me, looks at me, never made a smile, never said a hi... because I know you're just as broken as me. I understand him. And i want him to heal these wounds... and i'll heal his... with my love... but it's wasted. Third, my irrevocable thoughts. It's an inescapable reality. I think of my past too much, the past that brought me pain. I can't get over it. And I'm still broken because of it. And too much for all of these, I never want to reveal what i truly feel about the world to anyone except me. If i spill the secret, I would let my hero down. And i don't want to make him feel bad. He has done so many things for me to keep me alive... and.. I don't want to tell him... i really just want to die a little more inside...
jnjgyd9o Really Not Okay Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 642	January 14th, 2009 at 12:20am PEOPLE WILL HATE ME FOR THIS (: be thankful i never posted my other one....
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	January 14th, 2009 at 03:22am I'M SO SICK OF BEING MYSELF. and if it weren't for this irish coffee i'm driking right now, i'd wish for my death already...
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418	January 16th, 2009 at 09:58am i find relief listening to songs that remind me of cutting or suicide. Perhaps those melancholic songs tell me that somehow, somebody feels the same way I do to make up with these heart-piercing lyrics. I'm sad about the world. That's what it is about. And everytime I'm sad and not doing anything to ease up, I feel too guilty for my own will. I'm too hurt to make the wounds fade away, and that my only wish is to get a knife and kiss the ends to my wrists. Though I know life had it's lighter side than the last time to do it, I still feel the same pain, but only starkly different. I find pain in joy. I find misery in happiness. And always been like before, I try to find death in life. I jus want these tears to keep on crashing down my drenched cheeks, and close my eyes until I stop seeing any light. I don't know myself anymore. I'm saying these things out of dread. There are things in life I need to hold on to. I want to remind myself that, and nothing would go wrong in a day without crying. Nothing would go wrong if I try to smile, even in the most pretentious way I know. I don't know. I'm sad. I want to be happy.
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	January 16th, 2009 at 10:56am FINE! i give up trying to fight this epic battle with myself. i get it. i really like you, gian. amffffffffffffffff nakakainisss. kung kay ching nga, nasaktan na ko.. sau pa kaya. basta, i swear, hindi to kakalat sa buong first year!
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418	January 17th, 2009 at 09:06am I'll leave you. Someday. And someday I'll regret pasting your heart into mine. I'll forget you as the days fade to night. I'll forget that you even walked through my imperfect life. And someday love will leave me and hush away from my memories. Dying. They'll mean nothing to me. Someday. Because I know it's so wrong thinking of somedays with you. I have to live without you. And maybe, somehow, you'll never need someone like me. Someone better. Someone who'll never leave you. Not like my way. Forever with you is almost burning away from the flames of the goodbye...the goodbye my lips have to utter without heaving regret pierced within. Deeply and softly I have to make this word true, without hurt. Not a tear has to crash down these drenched cheeks of falter. Not a look of mourning in these hopeful eyes, open wide. Not a shivering of a hand ready to let go from its tight grips. Not a foot going back where it used to be placed, just it has to be moving forward over a new horizon of tomorrow. Without this 'forever' that was hopelessly pacing for his love. I'm sorry. goodbye... what a shameful word to say in this confession.
party poison. Salute You in Your Grave Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 4819	January 17th, 2009 at 09:09am He made my day!
idee fixe. Salute You in Your Grave Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 3023	January 17th, 2009 at 11:51pm idee fixe.: ALMOST. DAMMIT.
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	January 19th, 2009 at 06:56am NOO!! this girl who used to be my best friend and who already transfered school is coming back. hell, she's changed alot and i'm scared that "he" would start liking her like every guy in this effing world did. gah, how much would that hurt? and what if she liked him back? UGH, this totally sucks. i know i'm being selfish [no need to tell me that 'cause my conscience is already killling me]. i just don't want another dagger to slice my heart, to break it again!!!!! i mean, who'd want that? well at least he'd be happy, but IDUNNO. i'm being selfish. i know. TT_TT buuutt, i don't want to be crying in the dead of night again just 'cause of some "i love you" messages i'm bound to see on a BEST friend's cellphone. amf, i should definitely cheer up. [[at least i almost got a bar rank!!! fails to cheer up self]] ugh, IDK. //rant goes on
Jeanne Paulin. Shotgun Sinner Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 9905	January 21st, 2009 at 05:47am
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496	January 22nd, 2009 at 09:02am i'm sick of the desperate longing that's always in my heart.. hmph, i hate it when i'm being sentimental.
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418	January 22nd, 2009 at 09:09am i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. and i can't stop saying it. I want to hold you close, feel how your heart is beating. I want to hear it and make you feel that mine is also beating. It's beating for you. Feel my hands tremble through yours, and feel my tears crashing just seeing your eyes... they're glimmering with the beauty i've always longed for. See my lips utter a grin, just seeing your smile brings me to complete bliss, no matter how far down i am, drowning in melancholy. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you!

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