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Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | January 23rd, 2009 at 08:06am
i get the feeling he's avoiding me.
which hurt quite alot awhile ago..
but now it doesn't seem to affect me anymore. |
Liek teh lulz! Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 102 Gender: - Posts: 4249 | January 23rd, 2009 at 08:41am Weeee, you make me laugh...your posts brings joy to me.
I adore your humor...and lagi tayong nagkakasundo sa kalokohan
Waaah, I think I'm starting to like you...
Di ko talaga makalimutan...nung sobrang asar ako, you were there...helping me to feel better, haha, I'm going to take a picture of that page para masaya, weeeee |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | January 29th, 2009 at 09:08am for the first time in my life,
i feel happy that i'm me. thanks to him <3 |
art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | January 29th, 2009 at 09:15am ang hot niya.
LMAO. |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | January 29th, 2009 at 09:37am
explanation: I guess some things are worth losing after all. Even for me. |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | January 29th, 2009 at 09:39am past the choking.:ang hot niya.
LMAO. |
Liek teh lulz! Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 102 Gender: - Posts: 4249 | January 30th, 2009 at 04:46am Ma'am please...bilisan mo naman magturo!!!! |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | February 6th, 2009 at 07:16am i'm really trying my best not to look at you anymore.
i only look at you when your back is facing me.
it's a challenge for myself, and it's for the better as well.
anyways, i hope you don't think i'm weak "/
my hands were shaking awhile ago when i was playing, just 'cause you were there.
so, i couldn't hit my targets well. wa, at least i'm not at the bottom of the list xD
oh, and btw, my pc lagged alot in the tb :[ |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | March 2nd, 2009 at 08:40am Kahit anong lungkot ko, kahit gano pa kasakit ang damdamin ko, kahit anong gawin ko, hindi pa rin ako makaiyak. Gusto ko nang tumulo mga luha na nakabaon sa mga mata ko, kaya lang, parang may nakabara sa mga mata ko. Shete. Ang sakit sakit na nga ng puso ko, ayaw pa rin eh. Para na ngang pinipisil kalooban ko ayaw pa rin!
Eto dahilan:
putekk. Ngayon lang naman ako nagdrama sa stat ah. Tapos isip nanaman niya tungkol nanaman sa kanya pinagdadrama ko. Alam naman nya kasi noon pa na kapag naglalagay ako ng love quote or anything, tungkol sa kanya kasi crush ko siya. Kaya ayan, naglagay lang ako ng stat na "You're just one of the guys who passed by my way, and not even knowing, left a mark that I forever searched for."... nag-invi tuloy. Di naman tungkol sa kanya yan eh. Kay "S" naman yan eh. Kasi naman, yung isang babaeng may crush kay "S" nag-online at masakit din damdamin. Tapos ako, naisip ko naman si "S" at naalala ko yung grabeng iyak ko noong isang gabi. Kaya ayan stat ko. Tapos feeling naman NIYA na tungkol sa kanya yon. Sana lang pwede ko siyang prangkahin na walang kaugnayan stat ko sa kanya eh kaya lang, di ko naman pwedeng gawin yon kasi... INIIWASAN nya ko. Iniiwasan niya ko kasi alam nyang crush ko siya, and he feels so akward about it. Ayaw maniwala hanggang masyado na kong nahalata...and then... ayon. Nainis na sa kin. Alam mo ba yong feeling na yon? Yung crush mo iniiwasan ka at naiinis sayo? That the one you love doesn't love you back? And even though at sometimes nakakalamang si "S" sa puso ko, I don't know what pero... sa puso ko nakakalamang pa rin si..."C" na alam niyo na kung sino. Putek. Kaya naman nung gabing grabe iyak ko, sa totoo lang, mas iniyakan ko yung Prom pic ni "C" kaysa sa pictures ni "S".
Di ko na alam ano dapat kong maramdaman. noong gabing grabe iyak ko, sabi ko naman, "itatapon ko na puso ko." kaya biglang nawala lahat ng feelings ko... about... EVERYTHING. Literal na yon. Kaya hindi na ko makaiyak, kaya ayaw nang matanggal sakit...kahit alam kong habang binabasa niyo to, iniisip niyo na mababaw lang iniiyakan ko... kaya lang... wala talaga eh... i hate the feeling of feeling nothing at all when you know there's so much hurt inside! |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | March 2nd, 2009 at 10:43am i really love that other guy as a friend.
he's so nice and funny and all that.
but we've been through this before, and i'm not going to go back to the way i used to be about him.
i really just want to let him know how much i appreciate everything,
but i can't coz mai-issue lang naman kame ulit.
((: but seriously. i'm happy. seatmate ko pa siya >:] |
Liek teh lulz! Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 102 Gender: - Posts: 4249 | April 12th, 2009 at 03:08pm Duuuude, binabaliw mo ko!!! Hahahaha. Adik ka! Di ko tuloy alam kung anong gagawin ko T_T
Lagi na kitang hinahanap! WAH! And napapangiti ako pag naka-ol ka! At lalong sumasaya ako pag nag uusap tayo. Huhuhuhuhu. Now now, I'm trying to conceal this feeling through thinking that you're my cousin!!! Lmfao, sounds stupid but that's me!!! I don't wanna fall for you, you're like my best budd and I was helping you to win HER!!! Pero mukhang sumuko ka na...pero wag naman ako ang isunod mo tol! Imagine the other forumers reaction pag nalaman nila eto. HOLY SHIT!!! Pagtatawanan tayo ng mga adik na yun mula ulo hanggang paa. ROFLMAO |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | April 24th, 2009 at 01:09pm what am i fighting for?
there must be something more... |
Liek teh lulz! Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 102 Gender: - Posts: 4249 | April 27th, 2009 at 07:10am Hehe. I'm really confused. Gaaaah. Tago-tago na lang. XDDD |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | April 28th, 2009 at 02:10pm amp. nababaliw na yata ako sa lungkot eh!
x__x |
Lelouch Lamperouge Always Born a Crime
Age: 28 Gender: - Posts: 5013 | I feel.. out of the picture. |
Halifax. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9496 | |
Lelouch Lamperouge Always Born a Crime
Age: 28 Gender: - Posts: 5013 | I still love you. |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | May 13th, 2009 at 12:57pm i sent it too late. no. this can't be happening.
so ok... tagalugin ko nalang para masikreto ko talaga.
gusto ko syang tulungan ng sobra. nasa sulok sya ng walang hanggang kasinulingan, dilim at sakit ng damdamin. ikwinento nya lahat sakin non, at, ganoon nalang na parang nagdugo ang puso ko, hanggad kong matulungan sya, at hindi ko alam kung papaano. wala na kong magawa. wala na sya. ano magagawa ko? masyado akong nagpawalang bahala. yun ang pakiramdam ko. at nakokonsyensya ako kasi hindi ko say natulungan. |
black magic woman. Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 4082 | May 13th, 2009 at 05:49pm I envy you so much =P But according to people on the net I'm just as beautiful as you, well I wish I am, infront of the mirror you're a super model... But I decided to love myself! I promise you, I will get your attention in the future, just wait for me, okay? |
Lelouch Lamperouge Always Born a Crime
Age: 28 Gender: - Posts: 5013 | May 13th, 2009 at 10:30pm -cries softly- why.. |