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fun ghoul
In a Bullet's Embrace
fun ghoul
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 58705
August 14th, 2010 at 09:43am
Grace, Sheena and Phia,

I don't even know if I can really call you my friends.
stockholm syndrome.
Awake and Unafraid
stockholm syndrome.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11390
August 14th, 2010 at 12:30pm
Breanna and Diamond,
Hope I see you guys again.
- Maria
poetic tragedy.
Awake and Unafraid
poetic tragedy.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 14806
August 14th, 2010 at 04:06pm
e and a,
i feels like you are waiting for me to text you,
to call you. i won't call you every fucking day.
get a life and call me someday.
hunteri heroici.
Always Born a Crime
hunteri heroici.
Age: 30
Gender: -
Posts: 6926
August 14th, 2010 at 07:41pm
Theo,
When I was ~holding a grudge on ye,
it was just an act .
I admit that it was stupid of me to do it all day long,
but I wanted that last hug we shared before you leave
to be special, huge and long lasting .
& it was better than I thought .
I will miss you, idiot .
- Nicole .

Christina,
I won't say that I am not glad you're leaving,
since you were a HUGE pain in the ass
& I got bored of your face being
the first thing I see when I wake up
& the last thing I see before I fall asleep,
& I hated the fact that you were hitting on me & Theo while dating Magnet
BUT I will miss you so fcking much !
I love you, you stupid whore !
- Nicole .

Raphaela,
words cannot even start to explain how wonderful you are .
I love you, sis !
- Nicole .

Stavrula,
I hated you in the past & you know it .
Remember when you told me that
you want me to feel as if you were my second mother ?
Well, I do .
& Raphaela is such a lucky girl to have you as a mother .
- Nicole .

Mom,
I wouldn't change you for the world,
I love you so much
& I am sorry for all the pain I have put you through .
- your daughter<3
Stark
Awake and Unafraid
Stark
Age: 50
Gender: Male
Posts: 11095
August 14th, 2010 at 09:30pm
Dear _.
I'm sorry, I just can't do that to you. I love you way too much to be..that way to you anymore. I hurt you all the time and I don't think it's ever been fair on you. I actually care enough to let you go. So yeah, sorry, you'll find better friends soon enough.
S
listen to your heart
In The Murder Scene
listen to your heart
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 20127
August 15th, 2010 at 12:08am
dear me,

what is wrong with you?you've been quite fragile and weak lately.not as strong as you used to be.you're still young,you've got a whole life ahead waiting for you.you gotta be strong!i know that things are not going down the way you want it to be but you can't always have what you want,ya know.oh my,you're so confused.really really fucked up.no,you're not going back to the road of depression again.no more suicide attempt.nowh,not anymore.you might be surrounded by people who make you feel like crap but deep inside your heart,you know that they will ALWAYS ALWAYS be there for you unlike other unlucky people who got abandoned by their families.what about those small young children who dont have parents?you're a much more luckier person than they are.you can't just simply make other people follow your way when you yourself dont even respect them or listen to their opinions.it's your way to be more open isnt it?i know,i know.your life is full of strict rules and it's killing you but sometimes you gotta control yourself hun.you're very good at advicing people this and that.people have been crying on your shoulder so many times and you were always there when someone needed help but why can't YOU YOURSELF be there for YOU?life can be a real bitch sometimes but what about the other times when you had a real good time?the times when you were so touched when someone tried their best to help you,when people told you that they love you sfm,when you had really good laughs with your love ones.are you going to break them down?.or maybe it's just the rules that really starting to piss you off.haha.i dont even know.whatever it is didie,think happy thoughts and just know that everyone feels fucked up sometimes

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.

xo.
poetic tragedy.
Awake and Unafraid
poetic tragedy.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 14806
August 15th, 2010 at 09:51am
a,
i don't know what to say.
why don't you ever say something to me?
stop saying i'm your best friend when you
don't text me or call me.
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Kurt Coboner.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104
August 16th, 2010 at 02:38am
d .
i miss you . why do you do this ?
xo ,
k .
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
August 16th, 2010 at 08:04am
Mself,
dont get too caught up in what you're doing. remember, it wont last forever.
Vanessa

Nate,
This is your last chance. Dont screw up anymore
Vanessa
Jack's broken heart
Awake and Unafraid
Jack's broken heart
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 10398
August 17th, 2010 at 04:40am
School, teachers, fellow students

I don't want to start tomorrow. If it were up to me I would run and never look back. I would run so fucking far away that nobody would ever find me.
But seeing as if I do this, everybody I love will be disappointed in me. Therefore I'm going to make it. You're not going to beat me anymore. I will conquer like everybody else has managed just fine. You will not win. I'll make sure of it.

Maria
precious weapons.
Awake and Unafraid
precious weapons.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 11830
August 17th, 2010 at 04:41am
all the kahunui staff,
thank you so much for making my kahunui experience so memorable
and thanks for just accepting us as who we were and not trying to change us
i love you all as teachers
- Lei Lei

jo,
i'm sorry, but i was just being honest.
please just see some sense or something
but i'm sorry if you got offended
but it was stupid.
- Lei Lei

mum,
why are you like this?
when i eat too much you tell me to stop and lose weight.
when i eat too little you get mad at me.
are you ever happy?
- Lei Lei

finn,
lolololol
bet i won't see you this friday. BET BET BET!
hope i'll be able to make it though and hope shit goes down
- Lei Lei
Stark
Awake and Unafraid
Stark
Age: 50
Gender: Male
Posts: 11095
August 17th, 2010 at 06:41pm
Dear _.
I don't know you but you took something precious from me. You amaze me. You are my idol. You have achieved in just a few weeks what I've wanted to do for years. We should trade notes. You are the sherlock to my watson. Oh and thanks for being karmas puppet, you saved me lots of heartache.
SSSSSS
tay jardine;
Salute You in Your Grave
tay jardine;
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 3068
August 17th, 2010 at 08:39pm
A,
We've been drifting apart, and that really makes me sad. I love you so much. Please, let's not let this happen.
-S
it's all happening
Salute You in Your Grave
it's all happening
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 2038
August 18th, 2010 at 03:50am
eli,
I can't even put into words how disappointed I am in you. You fucked up the relationship. You were the one responsible for stretching it out as long as it went on, and I really do resent that. You kept me waiting, and for NOTHING. FOR NOTHING. I fucking hate that you don't care at all about my feelings. It's been nearly a month, and not a day goes by where I don't think about you and how much you've hurt me, and how much I miss you regardless of how deep and fresh the wound is. The fact that you're so content with your douchebaggery makes me fucking hate you, but I can't hate you--you mean too much to me. I take things really seriously. You should know this. But obviously you don't, really. You really have no idea. You've scarred me.
Jack's broken heart
Awake and Unafraid
Jack's broken heart
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 10398
August 18th, 2010 at 03:55am
Life
I really can't take this anymore. If it goes on much longer I will choke. I can't fucking breathe. It should be getting better by now. I shouldn't care as much. It shouldn't hurt as much and my heart shouldn't break more for every time my wishes don't come true. That's the way it goes. Time is supposed to heal wounds, not make them worse!
Please make it stop, cause I don't have the guts to do it myself.

Maria
Stark
Awake and Unafraid
Stark
Age: 50
Gender: Male
Posts: 11095
August 18th, 2010 at 05:39am
Mary,
Get off your ass and wake up. I have a headache and I want to go shopping, I need my damn glasses!...Not that its your fault. Oh god please don't let it be too awkward and for the love of god give me a set time period >.>
S
Jack's broken heart
Awake and Unafraid
Jack's broken heart
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 10398
August 18th, 2010 at 06:52am
Dear friends

You are all so wonderful. And I know I sometimes annoy you, and that I sometimes get annoyed about the stupidest things and claim to hate you, but I love you all. Even though we're just a bunch of people who don't really fit in anywhere else, we fit. We work. And we've had so much fun the past year and I'm going to miss you so much. I hate that things have to change, but at the same time I know you'll have a wonderful year. Just don't forget me, and tell me all about it when you get back!

Maria
poetic tragedy.
Awake and Unafraid
poetic tragedy.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 14806
August 18th, 2010 at 12:47pm
a,
i had a really good time with you today.
but don't you understand that honest can be
the same thing as mean if you go to far?
that was mean, but i was too nice to actually
go further in that discussion.

but, you are a good friend, and i love you anyways.
Stark
Awake and Unafraid
Stark
Age: 50
Gender: Male
Posts: 11095
August 18th, 2010 at 03:31pm
Dear God/karma/budda/whoever the fck runs the show,
I know we aren't friends, primarily because I believe you don't exist, but I'd really like it if you'd do me a solid for once and not let me get anything less than B's. I know you frown on the whole suicide thing, so you'd really only be preventing sin. Besides if the whole hell thing is real, then it's probably busy enough without me. And if its the whole 'life is a test' thing, then you've tested me enough so y'know, give me this one and I'll think about throwing logic and reason in the bin and believing in you. Please please please just let things go my way this once. If you won't let me be happy then at least give me a future with a slim chance of hope at least.
S
Molko. Killjoy.
Motor Baby
Molko. Killjoy.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 814
August 18th, 2010 at 03:53pm
Scarlet,
You said I'd never understand.
Said it was an "anorexia thing".
Then you told me that you'd never be good enough, but that's not extreme enough.
That it's the worst phobia ever.
It crushes you.
You can't breathe.
You can't explain it.

Let me tell you something.
No, I'm not anorexic.
Yes, I do understand.
Because that isn't an "anorexia thing".
It just so happens that it's your anorexia that makes you like that.

Where do you think my panic attacks came from?
Why do you think I live it complete fear of failure?
Why did you just assume I don't hurt as bad as you?

That hurt almost more.

Thanks, a lot.

G,
[no, I can't even bear to give you kisses anymore.]