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hi im james im new here i have brown long hair like an emo boy and i have green blue eyes im tall like 5'8 im skinny im very emotoinal i can be also very calm i have a get angry im funny alot of the times i get annyoed easily i have many promlems but i have many pluses i enjoy death even though i havent exserist it but it sounds awsome and peace ful!!!!!!!i like to draw i like to be nerdy im one of the weird poeple that other people dont like i got broken heart in repair. i love my chemical romance i enjoy there music like alot i like there old stuff more then there new but i like the new to
i love panda bear love them pandas!

all the happy poeple all the happy poeple all the people that dont no wats it liek to live my life broken heart red eyes blood on sheets stupid life stupid freinds stupid fucking shit to worry about bull shit to deal with



SWEARING STUFF

fucking life fucking lliving fucking everything that gets in my bull shity way wat the fucking hell dont you think i have anuff of bitchy stuff is in my way??!! you just trying to be a dick to me shot me kill me its a fucking death wish liveeeeee a lie live your fucking bigest fucking lie in your live...your life


im a shy person i can cry over little things but ill knock your teeth down your throught if u push your limits i am some what of a push over i am NOT prepy un less in a very rare mood im happy OR im flirting and girls are just playing with my hearts so tlakto me i get lonly o so lonly im so lonly i have no body to my own so wont u kill me, wont u kill me ull have me to tell secrets meet secrets passing by like cars untill!!!!!!!!!!!!! two crash like our caliding lips first glance first love first us!!!

im dead to all the living!!!
Favorite movies
1.the night mare before chirstmas
2.any freakin horror movie
3.any comidey movie

favorite colors
1.black
2.grey
3.white

Favorite emotoin
1.depressed
2.hurt
3.pain
4.sorrow
5.suffering

Favorite hobby
it really playing nerdy games for long peroids at a time but to sound awsome ill put crying
my freinds meen alot to me more freinds the more reason to kill myself hurt memores of neglect and ignorence wat fun for the kid no one want to be around after the first week cause hes to sad

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leave me fear me kill me soon life is a black rose cold as the grave you dug throw me push me pull me away from the life you stole love me hate me ether way its old far share of the wilting flower pluk petal by petal dont you feel its pain tell me a story or tell me a lie both end up with me crying i love it!i hate it witch i cant deside MUSIC LIST(proply not all of them but the main listen 2 ones)

my chemical romance(duh)
cake(yes its a band)
afi
eminem
50 cent
ac/dc
twistedsister
queen
weird al yankavic
system of a down(a duh again)
korn
slipknot
lil jon
james blunt(ya i no)
hellogoodbye(if u dont like them ill kill u)
she wants revenge
maralyn manson(da bomb)


give me a life give me yours take mine like a rose after a fresh cut the cuts on your rists suprize no one no atentoin it drawen to the living dead but the stairs and glazes are noticed and show on your face wat else could go rong the world end?rondom people watch us like we r not one of them but in reality we r not liek them in reality were like no one

missing arm missing mind missing soul missind love missing out on life and the lies it feeds us quench your thirst with the poisin we share wat a sight...dress in black hide your face put those poitn less jewlery on and live the lie were born with pretend it ok wen it not pretend to care pretend to live or join the black parade and life wat you were born to do!!!!u no it true!..or is it?no questoin about it but wat if?..wat if it is a lie?..is this a lie?..r we all lies?...or do i just liek to say the word ''lie'' yes but it not the point the point is the questoin and the no response

eat your final bite your eyes glisening shining like pearls in a lake reflectoin swolly quickly so your death is fast and pain less unlike the way u treated me!! full of hate like i care...enjoy the grave i dug for u warm the ground u lay on hide your blood stains u left on my rug wat a haslte to get rid of spilt wine on the table cloth the memeries haunt me like a lost ghost like your souls so good by to u and good by for good


die die die wat fun kill me now b4 i kill my self scars and cuts dont scare me they'll scare u beware im a vampire suck your blood and left to dry final words after choking from ur bueaty breath take or heart stoping hoping for both the faster to the grave the better

love me?hold me! like me? hide me! tell me your secrets,stolk me in the darknes sof night tell me u love me likeme to now me hold me like i love u



my life is a scar that cant b forgoten a game that i play every day and every day i get more messed up

love me hate me tell me show me hold me push me care for me kill me!!sooner the better

A girl once asked a boy do u like me? he said ''no''am i pretty he said ''no'' she said ''if i were to walk away would u cry?''and the boy said ''no''the cought her hand and said i dont like u i love u your not pretty your bueatyful and if u weer to walk away i wouldnt cry i would die


happy people live life but people like us make up life




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Quote my post and you'll se how I put the code!



SLIT ME THROUGHT LIKE U SLIT YOUR RIST YOUR A PRO I NO U LOVE ME SO PROVE IT BE TAKING MY LIFE!! KILL ME NOW ITS THE END FOR ME DEPRESTOIN HAS TAKEN MY SOUL DEVILS WALK OF SHAME I CANT LIVE ON!! I NEED HELP SAVE ME ANY LAST WORDS FOR THE UNWANTED IGNORED SHUNED BE PUBLIC EYE ITS LIFE U GIVE IT LIFE I TAKE


When I was,
A young boy,
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
He said, "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made? Because one day, I'll leave you, a phantom, to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade."

When I was,
A young boy
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling, she's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the street
And when you're gone we want you all to know

We'll carry on, We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
Until my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
You're misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call
To carry on

We'll carry on,
And though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though your broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
And on we carry through the fears
Oh oh oh

The disappointed faces of your peers
Oh oh oh
Take a look at me 'cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my (scar)
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, whose meant to sing this (song)
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
I
Don't
Care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though your broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my (scar)
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this (song)
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero)
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on

in the wise words of mcr the song that could inspire even the coldest hearts in the world to get off your ass and make sumthing of your self!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


broken heart in repair sel;f suicide i could only care wonders of thoughts shared threy the grace of the day slowly pace through life like a rose wilting from the shodows presence

lonly living lonly death lonly heart cold thought killing wat an intresting thing blood scatered on the flour liek my broken heart u left for me to rpair good thing i cant sow then id be happy thanks alot for your cold shoulder in hte halls u no my pain but choose to be like them u under stood everything but me im glad im glad im glad for you and your hate toward me

TRY
TRY
TRY
TRY
2 right sum thing deep reach the heearts and minds of the worst people of the world aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh pain!!!! souronds us like sharks seeking the weakest one studder it me broken heart cold mind lonly ness cursed to life forever wat a hellish place to be breathe cold air fill your lungs as we float give me your worst ill take your best to make this seem my fault!!!! i no its my fault wen is it not?

SOORRY FOR THIS VERY BAD PROFILE JUAT FORGET U RED THIS CRAP PRETEND YOU DONT NO ME EVERY ONE ELSE DOES!! WAT DOES IT MATTER? IT NOT LIEK IM A PERSON I HAVE FEELINGS ORGANS FUCKED UP LIFE WATS SO DIFRENT FROM US?

i love MY
CHEMICAL
ROMANCE!!!
I LOVE MY
CHEMICAL
ROAMNCE!

2 c u try to help me to c u care to u u at all fills my heart just to read wat u right to hear your voice i feel so in love but only..just only if u really did care only if u really helped only..if... u loved me
your no it could work wats the proplem your freinds?i c were your coming from
im sorry

i fucking hate my LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEE

i dont even no if i can call my life a life? its lieka fucking hell hole
i cant find any enjoy ment unless im doing sumthing? wat the hell is rong with me i would give up life it self to be happy no amount of girls money fame or naything will be able to fill the empty hole every one left in my heart so take my knife raise your arm hold me still and punksher me skin inch by inch leaving me with pain releving the old pain will new
ummmmmmmmmmmmm i have proplems so dont tell people

why do people questoin me?
im a fuckinf person
im afucking messed up person
why cant i just be by myself
your have to bother me wen u didnt even talk to me before
wat the freakin hell!!!
its pointless

kill me before i kill my self

you say tomato
i say fuck you!

life is a dove but mine is dead
love is a heart but mine is broken
anger is a voice but mine is mute
happyness is a prayer but mine is disconnected
my life will begine but at the end.

life is a dove but mine is dead
love is a heart but mine is broken
anger is a voice but mine is mute
happyness is a prayer but mine is disconnected
my life will begine but at the end.

cry till it stops hurting

im sorry i dont reconize you without your bags over your face.

sunny days wouldn't be special'if it wasn't for rain joy wouldn't feel so good 'if it wasn't for pain death gotta be easy,cause life is hard.

Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours (sometimes stare for hours)
She even poked the holes so I can breathe
She bought the last line
I'm just the worst kind
Of guy to argue
With what you might find
And for the last night I lie
Could I lie with you?

Alright
Give up
Get down. It's just the hardest part of living
Alright
She wants
It all to come down this time

Lost in the prescription she's got something else in mind (something else in mind)
Check into the Hotel Bella Muerte
It gives the weak flight
It gives the blind sight
Until the cops come
Or by the last light
And for the last night I lie
Could I lie next to you?

Pull the plug
But I'd like to learn your name
When holding on
Well I hope you do the same
Awww sugar
Slip into this tragedy you've spun this chamber dry

Pull the plug
But I'd like to learn your name
And holding on
Well I hope you do the same
Awww sugar


TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
by yours truly

first sight heart bright
broken soul cold paths stolen truths
send to earth for all the rong reasons
believed to sooth the rong doing
coming or going slow and painfull brake up
part by part ..heart by heart
jet black hair
blackened nails
glising eyes
suicidal thoughts
blood on white sheets hiden lies love for him love for you
pick pick quick quick tryes tryes cryes cryes
die
die
die burry me in the grave alive or dead


creepy grin lazy eyes limp walker stolker of the night folow your prey like a wolf hunting the small and weak blend in to the darkend shodows act normal be somthing your not just to taste the blood of onother human!!! sweet revenge! punksher the skin of there neck taste so good your teeth grew deeper like when you were young drowing in lake canacill no one saved and and no you are cursed to live the life of the living dead vampire style!!!!!!!!


need help?!
suicidal thought?
scared rists?
bloody razer blades?
no need to care?
no need to love me when you dont like me
no need to talk to me
no feeling at all toward me
exsept the burryed idea of killing me
so kill me!
what do i have to live from?
i dont have you
and you dont need me
so enjoy your life with out me
move on like you said you would
you already distroyed my heart twice
i only have a little remains left right
third times a charm date me hurt me kill me emotoinaly
like you fucking planed!

Final notes
>eat breakfast
>get dressed
>go to school
>feed cats
>right my final notes
>kill my self

for stupid poeple that dont under stand this its a list and it called ''final notes'' meening suicide letter duh!

One last lie to myself

heart pounding breathe taking whore
slut of the earth gots your mind in a bind
broken heart last tears shadered like glass
solidute in darkest room near
last looks of her face
jet black hair
green eyes
black nails
butt load of braclets on those over cut rists
take her hand
make a wish
and pretend that it came true