justan_oceanof_tears

ok… I don’t really know what to write here so here goes. My name is Krista and I live in boring Colorado. I have red hair and blue/ green eyes. My life revolves around my music and without it I wouldn’t be who I am today… not to mention I might not even be here. I do ballet, pointe, and tap. No my feet aren’t all fucked up… yet. I LOVE to sing… it really is my passion. I also act… so yeah… when I grow up I want to be an actress, although I am VERY shy but when I get on stage I finally let loose. I have a problem with taking everything people say about me literally, meaning I’m pretty insecure and wanting to break the habit before high school. Speaking of school I’m pretty smart when it comes to it… it may not show outside of school but I am. I am now a freshman and kindda scared about it. And last but not least… for this little paragraph. Thanks for reading this long and probably boring paragraph… enjoy the rest of the profile… with a little more about me and pictures of my favorite bands, and icons/avatars galore…



Dance like no ones watching
Sing like no ones listening
and love like you’ve never been hurt



♥My friends♥
tara
laura
melina
stephanie
becca
mykel
Trudy my puppy dog


play with the little emo instead of yourself

TO MY FRIENDS AT SHCOOL and any other person:
Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself.
He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John.
He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor.
That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care.
He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensice liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head.
Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT




i laughed so hard when i read this... so i hope u enjoy too.

okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school.
Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger
brother who is only 9 years old.
One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.
They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already
asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up
to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up.
The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells
his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if
she wants a new position.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

She screams.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Whoa!!!!

PULL IT OUT!!!

PULL IT OUT NOW!!!

I can't get pregnant!

Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making
sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!*!



92% of the teen population would be dead if
Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!!

~Put this is your profile if you are one of the
8% who would be laughing hysterically instead.

-then i'd die from laughing so hard

READ THIS...
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS




READ THIS WHOLE THING. IT'S SO TRUE 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.



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A girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than
planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't
afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a
few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm
trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from
harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a
short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were
waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray,
asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness
and security wrapped round her, she felt as though
someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley,
she walked right past the man and arrived home
safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that
a young girl had been raped in the same alley just
twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.
Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this
young woman, she decided to go to the police station.
She felt she could recognize the man, so she told
them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to
look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.
When the man was told he had been identified, he
immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.
She asked if they would ask the man one question.
Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.
When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone.
She had two tall men walking on either side of her."
Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God?
Repost this if you truly believe in God..,
PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what
"If you deny me in front of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father"
STAND UP FOR HIM AND HE WILL STAND UP FOR YOU!



The Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romance
1.Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2.Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3.Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you.
4.Thou shall be a demolition lover.
5.Thou shall unleash the bats.
6.Thou shall protect thy lover from everything. (even vampires)
7.Thou shall respect the lords , Gerard , Frank , Mikey , Bob , Ray
8.Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance.
9.Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
10.Thou shall rock hard.

The Ten Commandments of the Black Parade
1.Thou shalt except death as it comes
2.Thou shalt sing and march without question
3.Thou shalt face fear and regret
4.thou shalt let go of thy dreams
5.Thou shalt give blood
6.Thou shalt fear thy sins
7.Thou shalt protect thy brothers in arms
8.Thou shalt darken thy clothes
9.Thou shalt not walk this world alone
10.THOU SHALT CARRY ON!!!



My Favorite MCR Lyrics:

From I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love

we're not working out, We're not working out And you can't keep my brother, and you won't fuck my friends and we're not working out, we're not working out This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it
-Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us

Oh how wrong we were to think That immortality meant never dying
-Our Lady Of Sorrows

And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts
-Head First For Halos

It reaches in and tears your flesh apart As ice cold hands rip into your heart That's if you've still got one that's left inside that cave you call a chest And after seeing what we saw, can we still reclaim our innocence
-Skylines And Turnstiles

But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? And if I had the guts to put this to your head...But does anything matter if you're already dead? And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said? Before I pull this trigger,Your eyes vacant and stained... And in saying you loved me, Made things harder at best, And these words changing nothing As your body remains,And there's no room in this hell, There's no room in the next, But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?
-Early Sunset Over Monroevill

Every hour, on the hour, they drew blood
-This Is The Best Day Ever

Sometimes I think I'll die alone, I'd think I'd love to die alone
-Cubicals

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me And after all the things we put each other through and I would drive on to the end with you
-Demoliton Lovers

From Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge

If you were here I'd never have a fear.So go on live your life. But I miss you more than I did yesterday.You're so far away. So c'mon show me how.'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say.
-Give 'Em Hell Kid

She drives at 90 by the Barbies and Kens.
-To The End

Life is but a dream for the dead, And well I, I won't go down by myself, But I'll go down with my friends.
-You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?(I'm not okay)I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay)To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
-I'm Not Okay(I Promise)

Pull the plug.But I'd like to learn your name. And holding on.Well I hope you do the same.Aw sugar.
-The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You

You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve Give me a reason to believe So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will
-Thank You For The Venom

Don't stop if I fall And don't look back Oh baby don't stop Bury me and fade to black
- Hang 'Em High

you get, what everyone else gets, you get a lifetime
-It's Not A Fasion Statement, It's A Deathwish

And we'll love again, we'll laugh again We'll cry again and we'll dance againAnd it's better off this way So much better off this way I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed And never again, and never againThey gave us two shots to the back of the head And we're all dead now
-I Never Told You What I Do For A Living

From The Black Parade

If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see You can find out firsthand what it's like to be me
-The End

If life ain't just a jokeThen why am I dead? DEAD!
-Dead!

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go, fuck! So, you can, well now so, you can I'm so far away from you. Well now so, you can. And without you is how I disappear, And without you is how I disappear, Whoa whoa Whoa whoa Forever, forever now!
-This is How I Disappear




Ipod Quiz:
Copy and paste this on a blank document and erase my answers then fill in your own

Body: DIRECTIONS:
Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. NO CHEATING!!

01. How am I feeling today?
Attack- 30 Seconds to Mars

02. Will I get far in life
A Little less sixteen candles a little more touch me- Fall Out Boy

03. How do my friends see me?
Hang “Em High- My Chemical Romace

04. Will I get Married?
This is how I Disappear- My Chemical Romance

05. What is my best friend's theme song?
Affliction- AFI

06. What is the story of my life?
Head First for Halos-My Chemical Romace

07. What is/was highschool like?
This is the Best Day Ever- My Chemical Romance

8 How can I get ahead in life
Summer Shudder-AFI

09. What is the best thing about me?
Mama-My Chemical Romance

10. What is today going to be like?
The Sacrament- HIM

11. What is in store for this weekend?
Mobile- Avril Lavigne

12. What song describes your parents?
The only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage-Panic! At the Disco

13. To describe my grandparents?
Vampires will never hurt you- My Chemical Romance

14. How is my life going?
I Don’t Love You-My Chemical Romance

15. What song will they play at my funeral?
Face Down- the Red Jumpsit Apparatus

15. How does the world see me?
The Kill- HIM

16. Will I have a happy life?
Blood- My Chemical Romance

17. What do my friends really think of me?
Famous Last Words- My Chemical Romance

18. Do people secretly lust after me?
Lunacy Fringe- The Used

19. How can I make myself feel better?
Move Along- The All-American Rejects

20. What should I do with my life?
Endlessly She Said- AFI

21. Will I ever have children?
Lose you Tonight- HIM

22. What is some good advice for me?
Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance

23. How will I be remembered?
The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You- My Chemical Romance

24. What is my signature dancing song?
I’m Not Okay (I Promise)- My Chemical Romance

25. What is my current theme song?
Dirty Little Secret- The All-American Rejects

26. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Take It Away- The Used

27. What type of men/women do you like?
Cut Up Angels- The Used


THE SWEETEST BOY EVER
boy and girl talking on the phone...
-Girl
I love you.
- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:
Really?
- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.
- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?
- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?
- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.
- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:
......

- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary?
- Girl:
Yeah...where?
- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:
Ok.
- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?
- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy:
In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...
-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...
- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:
Oh okay! So ill see you around 7:30 then?
- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:
Yeah?
- Boy:
I love you.
- Girl:
I love you too!
- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.
- Girl:
Ok bye.
- Boy:
Bye.

****************************

2 hours later...

The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings bell.
- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?
- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?
- Boy:
Ok.
Thy both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating they head back to the car but before she got into the car...
- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?
- Girl:
Why??!
- Boy:
Its a suprise.
- Girl:
What kind of suprise?
- Boy:
A big one.
- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.
- Boy:
I promise.
- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...
So they drove off...........and then they stoped.
- Boy:
Ok we're here!
-Girl:
Where?
- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:
What place?
- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)
- Girl:
Baby!...
The boy walks her to the place.
- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.
- Girl:
Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....
- Girl:
Omg...(tears come down)
- Boy:
Why are you crying?
- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...
- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)
- Girl:
(tears come down faster)
- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!
- Girl:
Get up!
- Boy:
Yeah?
- Girl:
(kisses him)
- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl:
Yes.




Ok so the rest of this profile is avatars… most are funney...if your bored they're a good way to past time enjoy =) I found all of these on photobucket and none of them are mine… so please don’t ask me if you can use them



here are some my chem avatars



pictures: (from left to right)
1)tara
2)mel
3)mel, me, tara (from left to right)