MyChemicalBlack
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- Some Dark Alley...
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About
I'm No Hero
By: MCB
I won't pretend to be a hero
When you know I'm a zero
We're all human here
Mortality, our greatest fear,
So please understand
This isn't a command
It's a helpful reminder, not a lie
I'm just like every other guy,
So in your darkest moment
I hope you dare to show it
And carry on without heroic aid
'Cause in the end even saviours fade....
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A little info on me? Hm, well if you promise to not run away screaming...then sure.
I'm actually a silent person, who enjoys just being alone. Though, I do get quite chatty when I drink loads of coffee (which I LOVE). Mainly I just like to just be....invisible, for lack of a better word, but sometimes my job gets in the way of that. I'm not ashamed to say I like to write poetry and the occational fan-fics, which are notoriously unique if you get my drift. No, I'm not a psychopath...most of the time, lmao.
I don't feel the need to spill my guts to every person I meet, yeah, I've met people like that...talk about awkward, haha. So, that's it in a nutshell...a small nutshell. And if you haven't run away screaming like a lunatic then my life's goal is complete. mwhahaha.
Be yourself, nobody has the right to change who you are. They should appreciate what you want to be like, if they really care about you. What good is a friend if all they do is rub salt in your wounds and make you feel like crap? Answer: NOTHING.
What good is a loving parent if all they do is dish out all sorts of guilt onto you? Why bother trying to be what you want b/c it's not considered "normal"? Does that make you a freak or a monster? Answer: NO. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF OUT TO BE.
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When There's No More Room In Hell,
The Dead Will Walk The Earth...
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There is no point to this thing called life.
We live,
We die,
We are forgotten...
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What do I see in the looking glass?
Feel like life's moving too fast
Blood dripping down my fist
The mirror cries crimson mist,
See the face, know the rest
I never wanted to be the best
So mirror, I see you die
Never again shall you reflect a lie.
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I've posted some of my poetry and a fan-fic on this site, give it a once over if you get the chance.
http://www.mibba.com/
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Bitter Scars
By: MCB
My heart's beating on the floor
Couldn't stand me anymore
But who's to blame?
Just a guy with no name,
Silent is the game I play
Cutting takes the pain away
But what the fuck?
Life's always going to suck,
Enough's enough, I'm stopping
Cover the cuts that keep dropping
For the shame of what I've done
Isn't worth death by gun,
There's no reason, no lie
I shouldn't even cry
For the mistakes I made
Can't make bitter scars fade.
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It was that moment, you felt alone
That moment, when nobody would listen
That moment, you thought things were hell
That moment, life lost it's beauty
But it was that one song,
....... That refused to let you die...
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............Songs For Every Season
.........Deck the Halls with Gasoline,
................Fa la la, fucking da,
....... Strike a match and watch it gleam,
............... Fa la la, fucking da....
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..........Chipmunks roasting over an open fire,
..................Hot sauce dripping from their toes....
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...........................If it makes you happy
...........................I'll bleed all the time
............................In a life so crappy
..........................It can turn on a dime...
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The only way to gain Immortality...
........Is to live a life worth Remembering.
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Oh, you never were true
I'm bleeding through my heart
To just look at you
Thief, who tore me apart,
I am here
Just waiting for a sign
But I can feel the fear
Tear away my mind,
So pretty, you thought
Stay together forever
Before it's all shot
And becomes never ever.
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
It's going to be this way
I can't be with you,
I'm going to take my pride
And going to walk away
Never will I die
No matter how you pray,
Remember me, dear
I'm laughing head to toe
I don't want you here
More than you ever know.
......My Demons Are Different From Yours.
........I can't stop, the blood always pours
...........I'm a demon with a heart
...........End it now before we start.
Just A Bitter Thought
Oh, their darkness is a "phase". They’ll grow out of it and be the little darling we always loved. That’s not how it goes. If you can’t see the pain in our eyes, the darkness eating away at our soul, then you obviously don’t seem to care much for anyone but yourself.
You may think you’re not touched by anything or anyone, but truth be told not even you can deny you’ve felt it. At one point in your “fun” life somebody or something made you sink into the dark cavern of your mind. You went around thinking maybe if I smile and nod they’ll never know how I hurt on the inside. Man, have you got it wrong. It will always hurt, festering like a wound that just won’t heal until…boom.
..............I like being a comedian.
.....It helps people laugh when I cannot.
Some scars fade with time....
.......But they're still there.
Some scars are invisible....
.......But they'll always hurt.
..........It was you who taught me, love
..............................That in life-- I'M NOT ENOUGH.
Do you know what we fear?
……….Why we fight to be true?
‘Cause one day we’ll get older
……..And we’ll be just like you.
YOU GET A LIFETIME...
Photos
I'll always wait for you...
Never Die, Never Surrender.
Nothing hurts more than being alone...
ah, you could never be bothersome. :]
hmm,...I'm not sure. Just the vibe from it just seems...different. O.o
ehh, it might just be me. xD
Now, this might come off as me seeming nosey, butttttttttt....
Where have you been? o.o
You haven't been on, nor posted a new poem in what feels like...forever. D=
I've missed them. X]
Frank Anthony Iero., March 26th, 2009 at 08:11:49pm
Im starting to miss you. You haven't been here much, i would assume. You're turning into a Long Lost Mister Mysterious XD I just hope everythings alright with you. Let me know when you're back and postingg.
xxxx,
Michaelaaa
Your Ghost., March 20th, 2009 at 09:01:53pm
my poem was killer? wow. thanks. i think that is the best comment you'e given me... hehe. i uploaded 3 more poems so if you want. oh and im sorry i haven't been on in a while. i have the flu...
dotdotdot, March 2nd, 2009 at 01:35:52pm
Hey, Lee.
We haven't talked in soo long. How are you?
Also, your captions are never ever craptions. I wanted to tell you here to avoid spamming further in the captions thread. They have a spam problem already . . .
Helmee Bluth, February 22nd, 2009 at 03:10:58am
thanks for the poetry comment, but i always have errors. hehe. no time to fix them:/ happy valentines day:}
i m sick again. i have a another sinus infection.
dotdotdot, February 14th, 2009 at 05:53:02pm
Hello.
Haven't talked to you in forever xD.
Actually I haven't been on here in forever either haha
how are you?
WtfAshley, January 31st, 2009 at 10:09:56pm
Hello.
Haven't talked to you in forever xD.
Actually I haven't been on here in forever either haha
how are you?
WtfAshley, January 31st, 2009 at 10:09:48pm
hi! i havent talked to you in a VERY long time! how have you been?
lolis12007, January 31st, 2009 at 08:31:02pm
hi i havent talked to you in a very long time! how have you been?
lolis12007, January 31st, 2009 at 08:29:34pm
Hi
I havn't spooke to you for ages so just thought I would say that I still lovin your poems and in case you wanna talk some more my msn is I_stalk_you@live.co.uk it's completely up to you :D
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Themightyboosh/lovemelikeyesterday.
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TeamEdward, January 29th, 2009 at 03:35:15pm
its okay. thank you:} im gald you like my poetry:}
dotdotdot, January 25th, 2009 at 12:06:42pm
haha yep.
I love ur profile expescially the one with Gerard That says What do you do when the murder is you?
It does raise a good point. haha
Yep. These two girls are definatley different but I've only talked to mabye four people on or maybe 6 haha.
Chemical.Venom, January 24th, 2009 at 04:58:48pm
Not much just adding some random pics to my profile u?
Yeah it's pretty awsome I've met to very interesting people.
Chemical.Venom, January 24th, 2009 at 04:47:13pm
hi
Chemical.Venom, January 24th, 2009 at 02:32:08pm
thanks for the poetry comment on my newest update ill ahev more soon:} thanks. um. my relationship just ended yesterday over email, so i ahd to poour myself out on paper... so. yep. ill ahve mroe soona nd i just uploaded some photos, so feel free to look.
dotdotdot, January 24th, 2009 at 02:14:53pm