Deb's Stuff
Author | Message |
---|---|
Person0001 Always Born a Crime Age: 43 Gender: Female Posts: 5099 | |
Person0001 Always Born a Crime Age: 43 Gender: Female Posts: 5099 | Can't shake the sameness Of everything Feel like I'm climbing A funhouse ladder The higher I reach The further I fall Can't find my smile Wondering what's so funny Tragedy is where it's at My friends Only then can you achieve greatness When you're dead No box big enough To shut out the world Sleep just dulls it Remember waking up For that final time Nothing says reality Like a corpse to the head What is so fucking funny Don't you have a dream to catch God is not a place And friend is not a word I love I possess My word's all I own |
Person0001 Always Born a Crime Age: 43 Gender: Female Posts: 5099 | No success without failure But where is the truth The faith in my thought process Is teetering dangerously It’s been a nice run But I’m wavering now I’m all out of crutches And time is flying past me Before I can even take a breath Another year’s gone by Today I cannot smile And no hands to hold me up I’m just not getting the hang Of this life The tears come easily And the feeling of defeat beckons Where is my support I’ve devoted countless hours I could hardly spare Yet it never comes back my way Does it Just more discouragement Always time for that You all would let me Crawl into this hole Is that love? How long would I need To be missing from your life Before you even noticed That I was gone? You tell me not to say these things Yet you continue to watch me go |
Person0001 Always Born a Crime Age: 43 Gender: Female Posts: 5099 | Just realized again how much I loved the sound of your voice I close my eyes and feel your breath against my skin Your hands, oh what they could do! Is there no end to this suffering? This frustration at never being able To let you know how you've made me feel Obessively tormenting myself By wondering if you found happiness Your eyes still haunt my dreams The vibration of your throat underneath my lips Images like these pulling on the strings of my heart What I wouldn't give for only a moment! Alternate realities Visions of what could have been What should have been Had you not been so blind |
Person0001 Always Born a Crime Age: 43 Gender: Female Posts: 5099 | Eternal? Someone called me a child today Yet I feel the years weighing heavily upon my shoulders Staring out into the nothingness I find myself wondering yet again If there is anything I can still fix If there’s respect to be had from anyplace And if so, for what? All of you with your fear and anger Your judgments and your alienation Seem to navigate this place with ease While I flounder amidst a sea of forgotten dreams Hope lies eternal inside of a blackened heart The stories never told Desperate desire to replicate In some form or another The child that we once were As the moon draws ever nearer Fatigue resides within my bones As I gaze upon a life alone Do I leave anything in my wake To call my own? If cancer is sorrow, than I am riddled Scraping the surface of truth A hollow well that I can only gaze into Its darkened secrets too far removed From the light that was my eyes Once I knew love In its wounded form Now even my most darling Offers me guilt-laden scorn And I rail at the skies once again “How long?” |
Russian_Banana Killjoy Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 1 | I didn't know that you wrote poetry! It's amazing! |
Person0001 Always Born a Crime Age: 43 Gender: Female Posts: 5099 | Thank you Theresa |
Options
Go back to top
Go back to top