| Author | Message |
|---|
Lelouch Lamperouge
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: -
Posts: 5013 | December 21st, 2009 at 06:10am
Dear Ian,
I'm sorry I can't load you up today. I hope you are safe.
Aishiteru..
-Lian |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | January 4th, 2010 at 04:55am dear you,
i miss you so much it hurttttss.
and to forget your stat, i playedl4d2 online, which resulted in a terrible headache.
tho i must admit this is better than feeling as if i can't breathe...
wtf. i think i'll sleep. t@3 saket tlga ng ulo ko!!
~moi |
append and detach.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 9418 | January 7th, 2010 at 07:16am dear mayor ng makati,
wag po sanang totoo yung disesyon niyo. Kung iyon ay magkakatotoo, maraming high school students ang mawawalan ng pag-asa para magkaroon ng maayos at magandang rekord ng edukasyon. ):
--
dear you,
I can't blame you. It wasn't your fault. But I just really can't help but to avoid you now. I was hurt the last time we met, and it seems like it brought forth to this. I'm sorry. I'm being the ignorant one here. It really wasn't your fault. It's mine. ):
--JM |
art star.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 19017 | January 7th, 2010 at 08:23am
Dear God,
Please naman po, kung anuman po ang plano niyo para sa akin, sabihin niyo na.
Ayoko na nang naghihintay, na araw-araw kinakabahan, nag-iisa, unti-unting nawawalan ng pag-asa.
Kung ayaw Ninyo, baka kung anong maisipan kong gawin, na pagsisisihan ko.
Gusto ko na lang pong mamatay.
Salamat po.
|
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | January 14th, 2010 at 06:31am ikaw,
i wish we knew each other more. but i guess that will have to wait until after i get over you because i can never talk to you without feeling awkward. i hope "until after i get over you" is not forever! that's the problem. but i don't even want to let go, because the moment i do, worse adversaries would assail me. and in any case, i can't. i've certainly tried before, but all my efforts were in vain. anyhow, that can't stop me from wishing we were friends. i wish i were given at least a very small part of the love you give your friends. i would treasure an infinitesmall piece of your heart above my life. after all the corny things i just said, well, one simple sentence can sum it all up: I NEED YOU.
-from me. |
append and detach.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 9418 | March 24th, 2010 at 09:09am dear JM,
Worst day ever, noh? ): akala mo ang saya na ng aris, na wala na sigurong awayan, na matatapos ang taon ninyo na payapa at walang masamang pumapagitan sa isa't isa. Mali ka. Maraming problema ang seksyon mo. At hindi mo man lang napansin gaanona iyon katindi mula pa kahapon? Nagsigawan na nga sina A___ at J______ dahil sa proyekto nila sa earth sci, at iyakan na. Nagkabati man sila, hindi pa rin nawala yung angalan at awayan nila ukol kay A_______. Ngayong araw ang GRABE. Habang nakikipag-usap ka sa bespren mo, nagsigawan, iyakan at angilan na sina P_______at K___. Tapos bigla kang "Huh? Ano yun? Bakit?" habang ang tindi na nang iyakan? Ang insensitive mo. Para kang tanga nung sinubukan mong i-comfort sina J______, M_____, P_______ at V_____ ng sabay sabay. Naghimas ka lang ng likod. Hindi ka nagsalita. Hindi iyon ang kinailangan nila! Kailangan nila noon ng tamang advice na maiibibigay sa kanila! At ganon ka lang, tahimik at oblibiyoso pa rin? x( Snap out. Mga kaibigan mo sila. Wala ka man lang nagawa para sa kanila.
---
Dear A and J,
Pwede pa naman kayo magkabati. Wag niyong isipin na huli na. Minsan na nangyari na nagkaaway kayo. Nagkabati naman kayo ulit, di ba? Pwede pa. Hindi naman ding masama na subukan niyong mag-usap nang maayos at walang inaalalang masama ukol sa isa't isa. Grades, participation at clearance lang naman ang pinag-awayan ah! Pag matapos ang taon, wala na rin iyon lahat. Please reconsider each other. It hurts seeing my friends fight and hate each other. Especially if I know I can't even do anything to help fix the problem; that I know the only way for things to make up is to help themselves, but instead it seems that the unbalance grows more prominent as they try to pick up the pieces.
--JM
P.S. JM, ano ka ba naman. Nagsasalita ka na parang ang dali-dali lang ayusin yung problema! x( |
Pencey P.
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 6765 | March 24th, 2010 at 10:33am Dear Tito Jay,
Sorry for breaking the PSP again. I was in a Network battle and got desperate, so I button mashed. I know this is the 3rd time, but I'll pay for the repairs.
--Atheena >_< |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | March 25th, 2010 at 05:26am
dear you,
i miss you so bad! if only you knew. or maybe you're better off not knowing.
trying to forget you is like...well, i can't even compare it with anything.
as silverstein so wisely said, you can't mend a broken heart.
and it's so ironic that it has to come from THAT band. xD
wait i'm talking about C, right? not someone else, i have to keep telling myself.
>.< what's happening to me? can't mend a broken heart. ugh.
oh well, for the person i'm trying so hard not to think about,
i miss you like hell. though i believe you'll never miss me,
not that i care in the slightest sense, but still, this sucks you know.
you're just not the same and i keep hoping you'll be the same again.
but you'll never be, so i better stop. DX
--a very irritated person.
|
append and detach.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 9418 | June 18th, 2010 at 09:51pm Dear S.,
Ano bang problema mo? Bakit ba? Anim na buwan ka nang ganyan sa kin. ANIM NA BUWAN. Hindi ka ba nagsasawa? Kasi alam mo ba, hindi ko magawa na magalit sa kapwa ko ng anim na buwan, lalo na kung ang dahilan lang don ay sa TINGIN ko emo siya.
Kung ayon lang din naman ang dahilan, bakit parang ang sama-sama kong tao kung magparinig ka? Para namang ang LAKI-LAKI ng kasalanan ko sayo. Ano ba ang dinulot sa yo ng "pagiging" emo ko? Pinatay ba kita? Ninakawan ba kita? Kung kasalan lang din sayo ang kung ANO ako, hindi ba't dapat din magalit ako sayo kasi kasalanan ang pagiging masyadong JUDGE-MENTAL?
Naalala ko sanasabi mo na ang taong may pinakamalaking impluwensya sayo ay yung mga tao sa sambihan. Sa assignment palang sa E.P. yoon ang sinagot mo. Sabi mo ang Pari ang nagiging inspirasyon mo. Pero sorry ah, hindi ko mapigilan na mag-isip dito kung totoo bang na-inspire ka...kasi sabi ng Pari sa amin "HUWAG MAGTANIM NG GALIT SA KAPWA." at aba, galit ka nga sa akin MULA DECEMBER HANGGANG NGAYON.
ANIM NA BUWAN NGA! Hindi ka ba natatagalan? Para magparinig ka pa kahapon? Bakit? Porke kasama ko ang mga Coper at hindi mga taga-Aris? Sabihin ko sa'yo, binabati ko ang mga taga-Aris lalo na kung makita ko sila. Nakikipag-usap ako. Yung kahapon na nakakumpol kayong mga Aris at nag-uusap at hindi ako sumali ay sa tingin ko walang masama doon. Alam mo ba kung bakit ako hindi sumali? Kasi andoon ka. Kasi alam kong mabibwisit ka lang kapag andun ako. At isa pa, sinasamahan ko lang yung kaibigan ko. Ayoko din naman syang iwanan. At kahit medyo na-OP ako don, hindi naman yun weird. Dapat lang, kasi wala akong alam sa sinasabi nila. Parang "it's a Coper thing". At akalain ko bang ako pala ang pinag-uusaan mo sa harapan nila? Talking behind my back? Hindi ba mas masama yon?
At hindi ko pala alam na mas mabibwisit ka kapag wala ako sa tabi mo. Miss mo na ba ko? Akala ko ba ayaw mo sa kin? Hindi kita gets. Ayaw mo namang linawin. Iirap ka lang. Paano kita maiintindihan?
Gusto kong umiyak don. Ang sakit talaga ng ginawa mo, alam mo ba? Nakalimutan na nga kita noong bakasyon. Pinatawad na kita sa galit mo sa kin. Tapos ganon pa rin. Hindi mo pa pala ako napapatawad sa "pagiging" emo ko. Hindi ba naging okay na sayo ang hindi mo ko makita ng dalawang buwan? Ang haba naman ng buntot mo.
Hindi ako magsosorry sa yo sa huli ng message na 'to kasi hindi kasalan kung ano ako. Ayoko din magalit sa yo. At isa pa, hindi mo rin ito mababasa.
Kalimutan nalang natin 'tong lahat, okay? Kahit hindi tayo maging magkaibigan. Bahala ka na.
At hindi ako emo.
---JM |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | July 29th, 2010 at 10:44am
dear you,
ily. sry. D:
-moi
|
Lelouch Lamperouge
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: -
Posts: 5013 | September 26th, 2010 at 10:39am INO guys,
I missed all of you sooo much. 
-Aliana, the old MCR AND COFFEE gal
-----------------------------------------------
Dear Lauren,
Ich libe ich 
-Air |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | November 15th, 2010 at 10:25am dearest,
happy birthday! <3
i'm so dead if anyone sees this, btw. xD |
Lelouch Lamperouge
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: -
Posts: 5013 | November 25th, 2010 at 06:44am Labidabidabsosweet  (from Kikomachine Komix)
ingat ka palagi! 
-Air |
Lelouch Lamperouge
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: -
Posts: 5013 | November 25th, 2010 at 06:52am Ian,
I thought we'd last.. but I guess that we weren't really for each other. : [ kasi ba naman, maging atheist.. eh sakto naging Christian ako.. :< bakit ba kasi? ang hirap kaya pag wala si Lord sa buhay mo. That's why I left you. Another reason was because you hurt me too much.. I couldn't take it anymore.
Well, you won't get me back by being close to Him.. I think that I gave you too much second chances. -_________-
-Lian |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | November 27th, 2010 at 10:10am dear - - - - - - - - ,
please try to make an effort before coming to me for help.
it's been bugging me alot recently. |
werard gay.
Crash Queen
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 32559 | November 27th, 2010 at 09:38pm ikaw,
sige na. =(
n. |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | November 28th, 2010 at 01:20am dear friend,
you know me well. you know i'm happy for them.
but if you think i need to hear every little detail of their love lives,
you just don't know me well enough.
ifi didn't pay enough attention, it's just because i'm deliberately distracting myself.
i don't want to hear anything about it!
even going so far as to think i'd check facebook...
i will NOT. it hurts, okay? ):
--julia |
Mitsuru Kirijo
Killjoy
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 13 | November 28th, 2010 at 08:19am Dear Sunshine.
I miss you. Somehow, I do. Even when I see you everyday, I do. |
Lelouch Lamperouge
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: -
Posts: 5013 | November 29th, 2010 at 09:32am INO friends.
I have this problem. I'm getting picked on because of my mistakes in the past.. I'm not asking for revenge, just please wish me luck.. because I have seen that the only way that they'd stop/ lessen the bullying is by going on the flow. 
If you guys think it's so dramatic, stop reading. If you wish to continue reading, go.
I know.. it sucks, but I guess I just have to.. and in this condition, I still gotta keep my identity as myself. Their primary goal is to make me one of them, a backstabber. But I won't bite. It's like.. like.. they're assimilated by BL/ind.. and I'm a Killjoy. They follow me, and talk about my mistakes, using different names, such as my other classmates. Yet they know that I'm the target. They're so mean.. 
I love you guys.. mind ya.. I'm not gonna kill myself.. I couldn't.
-Liana |
Halifax.
Shotgun Sinner
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 9496 | November 29th, 2010 at 11:14am ^^Aliana,
Dude! GOOD LUCK! Don't let them change who you are. Just stick to the good guys. xD
and remember, There are all kinds of courage. It takes a great deal of courage to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends.~~Dumbledore.
sorry for my lame advice. lol.
--julia :3 |
