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The Confessions Thread

AuthorMessage
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
January 18th, 2015 at 12:54am
Some days I'm fine, and some days I just want to throw up everything I've eaten
and some days I want to walk in front of a car that's not moving too fast, but just fast enough
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Kurt Coboner.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104
January 18th, 2015 at 04:59pm
i refuse to give up on you.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
January 19th, 2015 at 01:57pm
I've got a bad feeling about this.
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
sad savior;
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 86309
January 19th, 2015 at 04:14pm
last year, i drove 12 hours to orlando to see taking back sunday on the very last day of their spring tour. this year, taking back sunday is opening their tour in my city. i'll be seeing them for the first show of this huge spring tour. i don't think it's a coincidence. it's really funny how things happen like that and i think it's something more than i can comprehend.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
January 20th, 2015 at 09:25am
I need to just accept it.
roseieroway
Salute You in Your Grave
roseieroway
Age: 26
Gender: -
Posts: 2068
January 22nd, 2015 at 09:56am
one month clean. I hate it, yet it needs to be done.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
January 22nd, 2015 at 09:39pm
I just want clarity. I wanna hear you say it. I wanna hear you repeat after me. Nothing has to come from it. Everything can remain the same. I just want to hear those sweet words.
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
January 22nd, 2015 at 11:26pm
Is it reasonable to feel like no one on the thread wants to talk to me?
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
January 24th, 2015 at 07:29pm
i really wish I could wake up every morning like I did today. Just maybe not Josh calling me.
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Kurt Coboner.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104
January 24th, 2015 at 08:58pm
i never thought you would actually go through with it but after last night i'm starting to doubt myself and i'm so scared i don't know what to do
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
January 24th, 2015 at 11:22pm
I vow to work on music and work out, every fucking day until i am a the place i want to be.

i say this before jesus and all of you.
if i fall through, come whatever may.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
January 26th, 2015 at 08:47pm
I never thought The Manics would be my first actual concert. I'm so glad though.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
January 26th, 2015 at 10:27pm
I am more excited for Ray to start touring than i am to see G in a few months.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
January 28th, 2015 at 09:28pm
It's getting annoying having to listen to everyone tell me how going out of state costs money. I already know this. Which is why we're planning ahead. I've got my whole life to pay bills and be a miserable adult. I'll only get this chance once. I'm fucking taking it.
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
wednesday.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026
January 29th, 2015 at 04:31pm
i feel like i don't belong anymore.
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
sad savior;
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 86309
January 29th, 2015 at 05:41pm
one more time. if she fucks me over one more time that's all it takes. i'll be out of here.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
January 29th, 2015 at 07:36pm
I wish you'd just cave in. We both know you need to. Just fucking cave. It would be that simple. Just fucking leave.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
January 29th, 2015 at 11:28pm
One day, I wanna be able to look back and say, "I left that toxic relationship with CJ and allowed him to be happy. I allowed him to get out of the trap we kept ourselves in and he found someone who can make him genuinely happy and can bring out the best in him. I knew what was best, and now it's finally making itself known."

or

"I got over my fears and just kissed him. I took a risk, and I can finally stop having "what if's" going through my head a million miles a minute."

Will I ever be that brave? Will I ever be brave in general?
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
February 1st, 2015 at 05:43pm
I just feel so stupid for this stupid injury
and I'm terrified it's not going to heal on its own.
and I also feel kind of nice knowing that he texted to me make sure everything was okay
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
February 1st, 2015 at 11:12pm
i just want to kiss someone.
i dont even care who at this point.
but i miss being kissed by someone in a romantic way.