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Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 2nd, 2015 at 03:23pm
I just wanna love you again. You're the one I'm supposed to love. I wanna go back to that place. It's not like I just wanna up and leave. But it hasn't gotten better, as much as we've tried. My options are dwindling. |
Frnk iero. Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 11747 | February 2nd, 2015 at 11:52pm I really fucking hate hot weather, skimpy clothes and beaches.
And I really do love Winter.
But for some reason, through all the snow and cold, I keep day dreaming about being in a black bikini and tanning on a nice beach with clear water.
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Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 3rd, 2015 at 06:59pm I'm just so tired of feeling used. You dont seem to care that there might be something wrong with me. The only reason I have sex with you is because I want you to stop asking. Just stop asking. I'm sorry I'm never in the mood enough for you. Every time I agree, I feel so used. And it hurts me to feel that way. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 4th, 2015 at 01:51pm Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Why did I do that? Why did I like it? Why do I want more? |
Frnk iero. Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 11747 | February 4th, 2015 at 09:26pm im so worried that im getting desperate.
I promised myself no more random sex, ever again. But I dont know. I might have to have some kind of casual encounter to keep my sanity.
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cricket. Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: - Gender: - Posts: 69728 | February 4th, 2015 at 09:31pm
I really miss you.
I still think you're a piece of shit.
but I miss you.
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Frnk iero. Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 11747 | February 4th, 2015 at 09:42pm druggy cock dragon.:
I really miss you.
I still think you're a piece of shit.
but I miss you.
everyday, tbch
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Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 5th, 2015 at 01:17pm It breaks my heart that you'll be gone this time next week. I hope you never forget me. Cause I'll never forget you as long as I live. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 5th, 2015 at 07:58pm I can't believe you gave me your ring. The ring you swore you'd never take off. So sweet :3 |
Kurt Coboner. In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 51104 | February 5th, 2015 at 10:37pm none of this even matters and it kills me |
beaker; Ghostbuster Famous
Age: - Gender: - Posts: 71107 | February 5th, 2015 at 10:43pm I didn't think a fucked up finger could fuck me up this much.
It's like every since Sunday, I've just been sinking deeper into a hole that I can't even begin to climb out of. With my finger jacked up, I can't train at 100%. I'm too busy thinking about where my hand is and if it's going to get hurt. And I can't get the grips that are so essential in the sport. I might as well not even train
But I can't fathom 6 weeks of not training when the only thing that's keeping me off the mat is one stupid finger.
I tried training three days this week. Out of those three, I felt like I was out of place each of them. I felt like I arrived somewhere uninvited, but no one has the heart to tell me to leave.
And I just feel so defeated. I might just stop training. I feel like I shouldn't be there. I can't enjoy myself... all because of one stupid fucking finger. I hate it |
alaska 5000 Tragic With a Capital T
Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 48286 | February 6th, 2015 at 11:15am the guy I like actually likes me back! except nothing can happen because he moves overseas in five months! fuck! |
roseieroway Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 26 Gender: - Posts: 2068 | February 6th, 2015 at 01:10pm I am in love with this amazing boy, but he is nineteen, I am seventeen. We are still gonna be together, but still |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 6th, 2015 at 03:30pm I really hope she didn't lie about what I said. That would be devastating. I want to speak to you. More than anything. I hope she told you those exact words. |
wednesday. In the Cannibal Glow
Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53026 | February 6th, 2015 at 10:14pm it has been exactly two years since my brother almost died. i tend to think back on that day a lot when my parents called to say that he was in the icu. if only his first surgery hadn't gone wrong, he wouldn't have gotten so ill. i don't know what i would do without him, and i am so thankful every single day that he's still alive. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 6th, 2015 at 10:15pm Please make some sort of contact. I miss you. This is the longest we've went without speaking. I'm just a call away. |
alaska 5000 Tragic With a Capital T
Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 48286 | February 7th, 2015 at 03:45pm How to make someone feel shit: have a party except only invite the friends that are in relationships. Make it even worse by having it right after one of the invited's best friends was rejected.
I feel fucking horrific. Thanks. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | February 7th, 2015 at 10:01pm Please, call me. I just wanna hear your voice. I cant just blow up other people's phones trying to contact you. I dont even know if you're at the same place. I just wanna feel you hug me. I miss you. |
Frnk iero. Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 11747 | February 8th, 2015 at 01:44pm its irritating that im good friends with a lot of women who have kids.
i dont want to go to your kids party. I just want to be friends with you. and be fucking twenty.
I want to take a road trip, go to the mall or a show or something, without having to worry if you can find someone to watch your fucking kid.
Its so annoying and its only going to get worse as i get older and they have more and more fucking kids.
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Kurt Coboner. In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 51104 | February 8th, 2015 at 06:49pm everything got turned upside down |