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The Confessions Thread

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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 2nd, 2015 at 03:23pm
I just wanna love you again. You're the one I'm supposed to love. I wanna go back to that place. It's not like I just wanna up and leave. But it hasn't gotten better, as much as we've tried. My options are dwindling.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
February 2nd, 2015 at 11:52pm
I really fucking hate hot weather, skimpy clothes and beaches.
And I really do love Winter.
But for some reason, through all the snow and cold, I keep day dreaming about being in a black bikini and tanning on a nice beach with clear water.

Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 3rd, 2015 at 06:59pm
I'm just so tired of feeling used. You dont seem to care that there might be something wrong with me. The only reason I have sex with you is because I want you to stop asking. Just stop asking. I'm sorry I'm never in the mood enough for you. Every time I agree, I feel so used. And it hurts me to feel that way.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 4th, 2015 at 01:51pm
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Why did I do that? Why did I like it? Why do I want more?
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
February 4th, 2015 at 09:26pm
im so worried that im getting desperate.
I promised myself no more random sex, ever again. But I dont know. I might have to have some kind of casual encounter to keep my sanity.
cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
cricket.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69728
February 4th, 2015 at 09:31pm

I really miss you.
I still think you're a piece of shit.
but I miss you.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
February 4th, 2015 at 09:42pm
druggy cock dragon.:

I really miss you.
I still think you're a piece of shit.
but I miss you.


everyday, tbch
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 5th, 2015 at 01:17pm
It breaks my heart that you'll be gone this time next week. I hope you never forget me. Cause I'll never forget you as long as I live.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 5th, 2015 at 07:58pm
I can't believe you gave me your ring. The ring you swore you'd never take off. So sweet :3
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Kurt Coboner.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104
February 5th, 2015 at 10:37pm
none of this even matters and it kills me
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
February 5th, 2015 at 10:43pm
I didn't think a fucked up finger could fuck me up this much.
It's like every since Sunday, I've just been sinking deeper into a hole that I can't even begin to climb out of. With my finger jacked up, I can't train at 100%. I'm too busy thinking about where my hand is and if it's going to get hurt. And I can't get the grips that are so essential in the sport. I might as well not even train
But I can't fathom 6 weeks of not training when the only thing that's keeping me off the mat is one stupid finger.

I tried training three days this week. Out of those three, I felt like I was out of place each of them. I felt like I arrived somewhere uninvited, but no one has the heart to tell me to leave.
And I just feel so defeated. I might just stop training. I feel like I shouldn't be there. I can't enjoy myself... all because of one stupid fucking finger. I hate it
alaska 5000
Tragic With a Capital T
alaska 5000
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 48286
February 6th, 2015 at 11:15am
the guy I like actually likes me back! except nothing can happen because he moves overseas in five months! fuck!
roseieroway
Salute You in Your Grave
roseieroway
Age: 26
Gender: -
Posts: 2068
February 6th, 2015 at 01:10pm
I am in love with this amazing boy, but he is nineteen, I am seventeen. We are still gonna be together, but still
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 6th, 2015 at 03:30pm
I really hope she didn't lie about what I said. That would be devastating. I want to speak to you. More than anything. I hope she told you those exact words.
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
wednesday.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026
February 6th, 2015 at 10:14pm
it has been exactly two years since my brother almost died. i tend to think back on that day a lot when my parents called to say that he was in the icu. if only his first surgery hadn't gone wrong, he wouldn't have gotten so ill. i don't know what i would do without him, and i am so thankful every single day that he's still alive.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 6th, 2015 at 10:15pm
Please make some sort of contact. I miss you. This is the longest we've went without speaking. I'm just a call away.
alaska 5000
Tragic With a Capital T
alaska 5000
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 48286
February 7th, 2015 at 03:45pm
How to make someone feel shit: have a party except only invite the friends that are in relationships. Make it even worse by having it right after one of the invited's best friends was rejected.
I feel fucking horrific. Thanks.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 7th, 2015 at 10:01pm
Please, call me. I just wanna hear your voice. I cant just blow up other people's phones trying to contact you. I dont even know if you're at the same place. I just wanna feel you hug me. I miss you.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
February 8th, 2015 at 01:44pm
its irritating that im good friends with a lot of women who have kids.
i dont want to go to your kids party. I just want to be friends with you. and be fucking twenty.
I want to take a road trip, go to the mall or a show or something, without having to worry if you can find someone to watch your fucking kid.
Its so annoying and its only going to get worse as i get older and they have more and more fucking kids.
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Kurt Coboner.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104
February 8th, 2015 at 06:49pm
everything got turned upside down