Truth in Cliche:What? I didnt know either of them cheated...still Im on his side...he could have done better anyway.
And Daniiee not much. Its just that Max the bass player and his now ex broke up
I personally think she was perfect for him.
BLOG:
"i wrote something so honest, beautiful, so right. and then my computer decided that it wasnt the right time.
are you trying to punish me?
are you trying to use all these women, all these girls to get over me?
are you trying to blame me for the things that you feel guilty for?
do you honestly think that it will ever work?
you know that empty feeling you get after doing something you regret, but try to justify yourself, because you want to feel used, just so you can tell yourself your better off. tell your ex-lover, the one youll never replace that your better off. it wont work.
teach me my lesson, as cruel as you can, but it wont mend yourself.
itll just tear you apart.
either of us is irreplaceable.
i dont care how beautiful she is, how photogenic, how obnoxious, how "in love" you may think you are.
she wont take care of you.
because from now on, they love you for the vanity of your life, not for you.
i loved you from the minute i met you, from the nothing you had, to the everything you are.
i never wanted anything from you except your devotion, your heart, something other than neglect. but all i got was someone who made me feel like a shell, with a fire lit inside.
i learned once, that when you kiss someone, a tiny fragment of their DNA gets embedded in your DNA, and to me, thats a snapshot of the irreplaceable moment that took place. we had too many kisses, and i think i have turned into you.
the things i do, the people i meet, the shots i take, the pain i inflict on myself, the ciggarettes i smoke, is just to kill myself faster, because thats when my mind will finally be empty of the memories, the sacrifices, the indulgences, your breath, your DNA.
kiss me, kill me, neglect me, teach me a fucking lesson, do whatever it takes to get me out of your mind and to feel better, but just take note love-bean, green-bean, peanut, ill forever be in your skin, in your mind, in your saliva, in your sweat, in your heart, in your cum, in your hair, in your blood, in your genes, in everything you try to make yourself out to be. ill be there. trust me.
though you like to disagree, i dont lie, and i promise you. ill be there.
ill be in the back of your mind, as you indulge in the empty beauty you use to disrupt the thoughts of my love.
shell end up doing something, anything, that takes you away to a place when you were under my care, in my heart, in my hands, in the hands that fed you and stroked your face, kissed your forehead, youll be reminded of a time when i was nestled in your arms, sleeping peacefully as you admired me and wondered how you ever struck such love in your life.
im not saying love will only happen once, but i am saying that we only happen once.
romeo and juliet.
tyler and marla.
max and saskia.
try as you like.
but something profound came from the first time we made love, the time you took my virginity, and you told me i was the only one that could ever fill your void.
to have and to hold, for better and for worse.
this may be better for now ... but it will get a whole lot worse.
i am not bitter,
i am brutally honest.
despise me as you may, but it only manifests from love.
"i love and hate you with equal fury"
and bean,
thats the fucking truth."
