Teenage Depression
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| Pandora's Box Motor Baby  Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 767 | |
| CyanidexDeath Jazz Hands  Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 365 | |
| idk. my bff jill? Demolition Lover  Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 18372 | |
| Ice-Cold Flames Killjoy  Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 29 | |
| dread_cry999 Fabulous Killjoy  Age: 35 Gender: Male Posts: 100 | |
| EdwardCullenIsLove Fabulous Killjoy Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 166 | |
| rock_is_dead Fabulous Killjoy Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 111 | |
| KaylaDanielle Thinking Happy Thoughts  Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 553 | |
| SilentScreams Awake and Unafraid  Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 14775 | |
| KN!VES Joining The Black Parade Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 205 | |
| the.reaper.wore.pink Motor Baby Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 841 | |
| FrancyPansy Killjoy Age: - Gender: - Posts: 73 | |
| bloodredruby69 Banned  Age: 35 Gender: Female Posts: 8293 | |
| Max Green Thinking Happy Thoughts  Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 472 | |
| S713 Joining The Black Parade  Age: 33 Gender: Male Posts: 225 | xXBlack_MariahXx: Don't let it get to far. Or your family will be throwing away the suicide note next time. Seriously, if you aren't just playing up this thread then you need to see a professional or be evaluated. Feel free to pm me if you were serious about what you said. the.reaper.wore.pink: I'm one of those people that seem like I'm just trying to make my life harder (so I have been told, anyway) It's not like I have a normal thought process anymore. Hell, I don't have the same personality anymore, and sadly, I'll most likely never see that "other me" again. I don't do things for the long term anymore. I can't. It'll kill me. The only way I can survive is to do things for the short term. Which, inevitably makes things harder in the long term. Then people wonder what the hell I'm doing. Ha... Sometimes I even ask myself the same thing. But me (and a lot of other people) are past the point where we can do things logically and simplistically. If I stop living by the second and worry about next week and forget about whats going on then and there I'll end up in a bad situation. It's inner conflict. It may seem like they are making their lives worse. But, it (depending on whether they actually have a progressed mental illness or not) isn't them anyway. For example, part of me wants to live and that is the only part of the old me I have left, and it fades away more and more everyday. Survival methods like cutting, writing, music, etc. are temporary, however, thats why you can only think about the short term effects. Cutting - People don't understand it. Probably never will. But it keeps me alive. My parents just think I'm trying to dwell on the fact that I have a disorder. However, I personally believe (whether I'm right or wrong) that they should have listened to me when I informed them that I thought I had depression or bipolar disorder. They didn't until it was too severe to control with therapy or medication. So we get into an argument about it, and ultimately it makes them think that they are indeed right. Writing - My parents and teachers see stuff I write, although I do try to hide it. They think I'm trying to get attention. Not quite. I'd rather have them leave me alone. But, when I tell them to leave, they think that it is all part of a plot to get more attention. Then I get the whole "People with real disorders need help and you're just taking away they're resources.." Yeah. Sure. Anyway... Music - My mom actually loves MCR, so it's not much a problem with her. However, everybody else is a different story, most other people see MCR on an iPOD and think I cut myself. How they get cutting out of MCR only god knows. But, that just sparks people making fun of me more. This ties into something else. I don't talk to people in school. I stay away from people. Why? See above. They don't understand. They never will. Also, humans are cruel. I have been made fun of enough. I don't need it anymore. Mainly for that reason (And a few other things that don't need to be mentioned) I don't trust people. I'm scared to communicate, talk, eat, sleep, or do anything in front of people anymore. However, when somebody I know is not going to be the nicest person to me walks up and I walk away, my teachers and parents interpret that as just being an asshole. So, naturally, I get the "You don't want to have any friends do you" or "You're just making things worse for yourself, maybe she wanted to help you"... So anyway, point being, somethings can easily be mistaken for trying to make ones life harder, when in fact, they're attempting to do the opposite, however asinine the attempt may in fact be. Remember, these were only 3 (Well, I guess 4) examples. I'm not saying this is the situation that is occurring with your friend. I'm just saying that the first person perspective of what the person who is mentally "ill" is thinking is typically drastically different from that of mentally sound or healthy person. Wow, I didn't realize I had dragged the post on this far. Kudos to you if you read through the entire thing.  |
| the.reaper.wore.pink Motor Baby Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 841 | |
| KillJoys Bulletproof Heart Age: - Gender: - Posts: 25453 | |
| vampyre maiden Fabulous Killjoy Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 123 | teenage depression is bad i should know   |
| vampyre maiden Fabulous Killjoy Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 123 | teenage depression is bad i should know |
| Cigarettes And Suicide Bleeding on the Floor  Age: 37 Gender: Female Posts: 1725 |
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