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Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | March 27th, 2015 at 01:28pm
i'm a little surprised that i'm more excited to go to NJ again, instead of excited to see Frank again.
I think that says a lot, but maybe not in the way you'd think.
I think me seeing/talking to Frank has just become such a natural part of my life that it's...a piece of my life.
Both things make me feel at home. I guess he's just part of 'home' now.
for me, anyway.
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | March 28th, 2015 at 09:44pm If I'm gonna force myself to stay in this shitty situation, then I may as well make the most of it. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | March 29th, 2015 at 09:57am I should've left a long time ago. But now its too late. |
fire at will.
Damned After All
Age: 35
Gender: -
Posts: 105653 | March 30th, 2015 at 04:39pm It feels like you don't care. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | March 31st, 2015 at 09:23pm That was incredibly difficult. But it was worth it to hold back. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | April 1st, 2015 at 01:29am I really want someone who doesn't know I'm trying to lose weight to mention it
my family has said something, but they know. and one friend has noticed, but I told her what I was trying to do
I want someone I haven't told to stop me and ask me if I've lost weight. Then I'll know for sure if it's noticable |
Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 10039 | April 1st, 2015 at 04:59am Still madly in love with him since 2011.
Life. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | April 1st, 2015 at 09:39am I am just so fed up with her and I wish I didn't have to deal with her anymore. She needs to grow up and get that not everything is a personal attack against her, or her beliefs, or her mental state. And I can't say anything without risking losing other friends |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | April 1st, 2015 at 10:05pm Even if he was into me, he's waaaay too good for me. I need to leave it alone. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | April 2nd, 2015 at 12:17am I don't think my finger is ever going to look normal again, and that upsets me
I mean, obviously as long as it remains fully functional for as long as I'll ever need it, that's what's the most important to me right now.
but, idk, It's a little upsetting to see how misshaped it still is. my hands don't match anymore. My hands were one of the few parts of my body I actually liked. it's weird. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | April 2nd, 2015 at 10:04am Ugh, you're not even here yet and you're already making me regret this. Stop your crap. |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | April 4th, 2015 at 10:02pm You know what hurts? I've reached out to so many people the past few days and said "hey I'm sad. Help." And every single one of them gas said that they were to busy.
No one cares. Honestly. If my mental illness doesn't fit their schedule, then I guess they don't think it exists.
I thought you were my friends. I thought wrong. |
cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69728 | April 5th, 2015 at 09:54pm
I'm sick of him being on my team. I know he has an issue that he can't help, but putting that aside I know he can help his laziness and arrogance. and that's what irritates me.
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beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | April 5th, 2015 at 11:47pm she's just as hopeful for a blue belt promotion as I am. and that makes me feel a little better in that I'm not the only one with these insane hopes. we texted each other for about 20 minutes talking about how much we wish it could happen.
and I do. I do hope we could both get our blue belts. we're both also trying to keep in mind we probably won't. But I also keep thinking how even if that's a possibility, I'm more likely to get one than her. and then I feel like shit for thinking that.
so I just want to keep hoping that we'll both get one |
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026 | April 8th, 2015 at 11:47am i can't believe that he has been gone for eight years. i miss his smile and his laughter. he was way too young to die. |
satellites.
In The Murder Scene
Age: 31
Gender: -
Posts: 24698 | April 9th, 2015 at 01:52pm I can't believe that the same confessions thread has been going since 2011. When I used to come on here, we'd get through one a day. But looking back, I'm not even sure why I came on here so much. My mum was right, friends on the internet are not your real friends.
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | April 9th, 2015 at 03:09pm Seeing you today was unreal. It was nice and all, but it helped remind me that we're just so different. I'll always have love for you though. It's been years... |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | April 11th, 2015 at 10:29am I really do hope this is the way things are supposed to be, and not just me going through the motions out of fear. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | April 11th, 2015 at 09:25pm I had another dream about belt promotions
clearly it's on my mind a lot |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | April 11th, 2015 at 11:34pm Nevermind. I dont trust you guys with this. |
