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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 17th, 2014 at 08:43am
My nights are getting worse and worse. I just keep getting sadder and angrier. I'm scared now. What's happening to me? Why can't you just TRY and be supportive? I know you don't understand it, but trying to be supportive would help. |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | October 17th, 2014 at 01:13pm I should probubly renounce my asexuality. It's more than romantic attraction...
I dont even know why. He passes my personality standards (so far, of course) but none of my physical ones.
and i'm not tryin' to be vain. but
jesus i dont know.
i really thought i had myself figured out.
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cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69728 | October 19th, 2014 at 10:47pm
I feel like my schizophrenic meds are starting to not work again.
that does not scare me as much as it should.......
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 22nd, 2014 at 05:12pm I feel like my life is going nowhere. I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm afraid I'm going to be stuck in this hopeless state forever. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | October 24th, 2014 at 02:17am Why am I still obsessed. It's been almost a week.
Part of me is sad to see this feeling go, and I'm clinging to it like a security blanket
but on the other hand I just want to feel normal again |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 24th, 2014 at 09:59am Wow, that was easier than I though. I'm enjoying the fact that I didn't have to mentally exhaust myself for once. |
cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69728 | October 25th, 2014 at 11:40pm
I think my meds need adjusting. but fuck that shit. I don't have the time or energy to be high for 3 months straight.
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 27th, 2014 at 06:51pm It was actually fairly simple getting over you. Not that I'm completely over it, but the process has so far been smooth sailing. I can tell it's still gonna be a long process, but if things keep going the way they are, I don't mind it. I thought it would be a scary and emotional roller coaster, but my emotions surprised me. I genuinely hope it stays this way. |
roseieroway
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 26
Gender: -
Posts: 2068 | October 29th, 2014 at 12:11pm Confession-time: I cut last night. Almost a year clean, and I eff up. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 29th, 2014 at 03:53pm Why is it so difficult to fix myself? Why am I stuck in such a deep sadness? |
roseieroway
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 26
Gender: -
Posts: 2068 | October 30th, 2014 at 10:40am Richey Edwards.:Why is it so difficult to fix myself? Why am I stuck in such a deep sadness?
I am the same way, love. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 1st, 2014 at 09:43am We both know what you did the other morning was wrong, but can we please just drop it? I don't wanna talk about it anymore. It's over and done. |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | November 1st, 2014 at 10:41am I know it's a matter of time. And i'm willing to wait. But i just want to spend the holidays with him.
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 1st, 2014 at 04:27pm Getting over you was easy while I was keeping myself busy. But now I've been slightly bored today, which lead me to think about you, and now it's not so easy. I should've known it was too good to be true with how easy it was going. Getting over loving your best friend for years wasn't meant to be easy. I don't know why I even bother. |
severus.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 12901 | November 1st, 2014 at 11:56pm I don't look forward to birthdays anymore. |
severus.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 12901 | November 1st, 2014 at 11:57pm roseykilljoy:Richey Edwards.:Why is it so difficult to fix myself? Why am I stuck in such a deep sadness?
I am the same way, love. |
severus.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 12901 | November 1st, 2014 at 11:59pm Richey Edwards.:I think I'm the only 21 year old who thinks my years are slipping away and I'm getting too old too quick. I'm not ready to get older. I still have yet to figure myself out. It's scary thinking that I may reach 30 and still be exactly where I am now. It's scarier not knowing how to change it. Ugh. Same, except I'm 23 going on 24. |
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104 | November 2nd, 2014 at 01:48am I really fucking miss you. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 2nd, 2014 at 08:52am I want to travel. I want to meet different kinds of people and try different kinds of things. But I also want to do it all alone. Experience these things by myself. I really wanna be by myself all the time. I feel like I'd be better off alone for a while. But I've tried, and it's failed. There's really only one person I wanna see, but I'm trying to forget that I love him. I just need isolation. |
fire at will.
Damned After All
Age: 35
Gender: -
Posts: 105653 | November 2nd, 2014 at 10:57pm I really need to try to get motivated to do something with my life.
But I just can't. I think I may have accepted that fact that I will never do anything with my life. |
