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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | February 21st, 2015 at 07:26am
You are the most beautiful and perfect human being on this Earth, and you don't even realize it. |
Kurt Coboner.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 51104 | February 21st, 2015 at 06:34pm i put you before myself and it scares the hell out of me |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | February 21st, 2015 at 08:19pm I hate when people talk bad about you at work. There's a side of you they don't know. Fortunately, I got to see that side, and it's wonderful. They have no idea what they're talking about. |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | February 23rd, 2015 at 12:52pm holy fuck. I miss him so bad.
I feel like I finnally got over her and all that leaves is not what I expected.
I thought i'd feel empty.
I don't.
I know what I want. No mater the cost. I'm just shocked it's not her.
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beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | February 23rd, 2015 at 11:13pm Well now I can say I've been in my first car accident
not something I wanted to say
but damn, the things that went through my mind in that second
1) well I guess now I'm definitely getting a new car
2) guess I'm not going to class now
3) did I fuck up my finger again?
4) did I fuck up another finger
5) OMG those are airbags
6) car isn't moving
7) car isn't moving, and I'm stuck in the middle of the intersection
8 ) holy crap I'm still screaming
I keep thinking about these being the things that came to mind.
I keep thinking about how I just sat there and screamed for probably 10 seconds after the car stopped moving
I also want to know why I started to think about how some people must have reacted when they found out. I shouldn't even care about what this person would have thought |
roseieroway
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 26
Gender: -
Posts: 2068 | February 24th, 2015 at 01:25pm i wanna die |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | February 24th, 2015 at 04:41pm I love you. Unconditionally. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | February 25th, 2015 at 10:23pm I could walk out anytime I want to. I could just go. I could just drop all this and start over. But I know better. As much as I hate this, I'm nothing without it. Maybe one day it'll all work out. Maybe one day it'll all be worth it. |
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026 | February 26th, 2015 at 12:06am i'm pretty sure that i'm going through another state of depression right now. and it's not because i made the wrong decision by breaking up with him. i'm still confident that i made the right decision. it was an unhealthy relationship and i needed to get out of it. but i just miss having that someone to hang out with several times a week. i work alone, and now i go home and i'm alone. where the fuck did i go wrong in my life? everyone else my age is happily married and having kids and i'm just sitting over here, alone and moping in my own self pity. i just hate practically every single thing about myself right now. i have zero confidence and i'm just tired of trying. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | February 26th, 2015 at 11:22am The last few days have been me fighting the inside of my head and I hate it. I don't even know what's wrong, I just know that something is. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | February 26th, 2015 at 03:22pm And I would love if some of the people I see everyday to be able to notice that something is wrong. Not to ask me "what's wrong" because I don't know that answer. But to recognize that I need help and to try to help, without making me feel stupid.
And without making me the center of attention because that is the opposite of help |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | February 26th, 2015 at 05:58pm Wrong thread. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | February 27th, 2015 at 08:36am I frustrate myself. I have every reason to leave except the one I truly need. I'm stuck here forever unless you come save me. But it shouldn't be your job to save me. Especially since I know you cant save me. Yet you still have all the power. You are my life source, and I cant risk losing you. So keeping quiet is what I need to do. You already know all this though, so no need being a broken record. |
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107 | March 1st, 2015 at 01:07pm All this car stuff is really scaring me. I have to call the insurance company and the tow company again tomorrow to make sure that the insurance company picks up my car
because if they don't, I'm going to be responsible for the cost of it being at the tow company. I'm sure it'll work out but what if it doesn't.
and then I have to call the bank and apply for a car loan. and I don't know how to do that. Hell, I don't know what I can afford? what if I can't afford the payments for a new car?
and I'll have to call the insurance guy again before Friday to extend my time in the rental, which I'm terrified is going to get keyed in this neighborhood
and tomorrow will be one week from the accident, and I'll be driving that same route to class at the same time, and that's honestly giving me more anxiety than the idea of getting back behind the wheel did. |
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747 | March 1st, 2015 at 02:21pm So, if in some way, somehow, some ulterior universe, I end up being more than friends with Frank, I have decided that he needs an ass tattoo. just a nice line design over both cheeks.
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | March 1st, 2015 at 05:37pm I feel like I'm drowning. |
brother nero;
Always Born a Crime
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 6778 | March 1st, 2015 at 09:42pm I have no idea. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | March 3rd, 2015 at 09:00pm I cant do it anymore. It's getting harder to resist. |
roseieroway
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 26
Gender: -
Posts: 2068 | March 4th, 2015 at 01:36pm You can do it...hang on. Please. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | March 4th, 2015 at 11:18pm It's scary to think of you going so far away for so long. I'd like to think you'd want me to go too, but that's probably not gonna happen. I know it's selfish, because it's such an amazing opportunity for you. I just need you here. |
